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"Can you imagine how terrible it is when you've got everything and you're still desperately lonely? That is awful beyond words.
I'm so powerful on stage that I seem to have created a monster. When I'm performing I'm an extrovert, yet inside I'm a completely different man"

- Freddie Mercury.
Okay, i know i shouldn't be doing this.

But i'm seriously curious. i mean, i know musical based shows in a high school are getting lame, especially ever since a certain blonde himbo *coughzacefroncough* made it popular with the ever creatively named high school musical, along with its equally imaginative named 2 and 3. good lord, pls, find a better name, disney!

anyway, about my praise....

so i've been listening to glee . Yes, i have somehow sucuumbed to the bandwagon. hah, bandwagon....lame... the point is, i blame journey. if only they didn't come up with " don't stop believing" i wouldn't be in this state. then glee came up with their cover and i got interested. And later, when they dragged kristin chenoweth into the mix, i started begging for mercy. but then , i got sucked in! Curse thee, Glee! i did not scorn high school musical and its sequels only to fall into your trap!

don't believe me? here's a clip :





i couldn't find don't stop believing, so i'll go with this. Rehab is good......



okay, i'm just gonna go and listen to some of the songs i downloaded, while trying to get the first episode of glee.


sue me. whatever
Queen
Bohemian Rhapsody lyrics
Send "Bohemian Rhapsody" Ringtone to your Cell
Is this the real life?
Is this just fantasy?
Caught in a landslide
No escape from reality
Open your eyes
Look up to the skies and see
I'm just a poor boy (Poor boy)
I need no sympathy
Because I'm easy come, easy go
Little high, little low
Any way the wind blows
Doesn't really matter to me, to me

Mama just killed a man
Put a gun against his head
Pulled my trigger, now he's dead
Mama, life had just begun
But now I've gone and thrown it all away
Mama, ooh
Didn't mean to make you cry
If I'm not back again this time tomorrow
Carry on, carry on as if nothing really matters

Too late, my time has come
Sends shivers down my spine
Body's aching all the time
Goodbye, everybody
I've got to go
Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth
Mama, oooooooh (Anyway the wind blows)
I don't want to die
Sometimes wish I'd never been born at all

[Guitar Solo]

I see a little silhouetto of a man
Scaramouch, Scaramouch, will you do the Fandango
Thunderbolt and lightning, very, very frightening me
(Galileo) Galileo (Galileo) Galileo, Galileo Figaro
Magnifico-o-o-o-o
I'm just a poor boy nobody loves me
He's just a poor boy from a poor family
Spare him his life from this monstrosity

Easy come, easy go, will you let me go?
Bismillah! No, we will not let you go
Let him go
Bismillah! We will not let you go
Let him go
Bismillah! We will not let you go
Let me go (Will not let you go)
Let me go (Will not let you go) (Never, never, never, never)
Let me go, o, o, o, o
No, no, no, no, no, no, no
(Oh mama mia, mama mia) Mama Mia, let me go
Beelzebub has the devil put aside for me, for me, for me!

So you think you can stone me and spit in my eye
So you think you can love me and leave me to die
Oh, baby, can't do this to me, baby
Just gotta get out, just gotta get right outta here

[Guitar Solo]
(Oooh yeah, Oooh yeah)

Nothing really matters
Anyone can see
Nothing really matters
Nothing really matters to me

Any way the wind blows.....




This song just screams strange abstractness......and i kinda like it for that...,watch the full video, totally rad.....


Yes, i am a big fan of queen. sue me. i dun know all the songs yet, but that's gonna stop me....cause tonight i'm gonna have myself a good time, i feel alive .....and the world is turning inside out.....i'm floating around in ecstasy, so dun stop me ....( i'll repeat that) don't stop me now...cause i'm having a good time, having a good time....



shoot, i just nearly went into musical style singing.
Dear M.

You asked me once if it was okay that we go to England to see Robbie Williams together.At that time, it seemed like it was a promise, a promise of things that were definite to come. Now i just wonder what would happen if things had turned out differently.....would we have fulfilled tt promise? For that matter, was i ever The One?


Dear F,

i give up arguing. I'm too tired to fight anymore. Truce?


Dear Y,

My apologies for my failures.Forgive me?


Dear M,

I think i gave you more white hair than you wanted.i'll sponsor hair dye in the future, i promise.


L,

dun kill me.


to me,

i think this should serve all the way till the end of nov. whaddya think?

back to me,

well, if it fits, and i catch you here......




Hi again! Its me! the wonder girl!

Oh wait, i hate Superman and his affiliates. I mean, come on....he just takes off his glasses and NOBODY can figure out who he is? That just really really lame. Batman is so much more cooler. even homer says so.

and that wonderwoman too. Hilarious much.I just feel so humiliated for the both of them.


anyway, i'm a big fan of the sandman.( NOT the superhero. The Neil Gaiman version of him). Only graphic novel i would actually touch and read voraciously. sorry, batman. tt's just the way it is.i just bought his comics. right now one of them is with christine. be nice to the book, christine.i love tt book to bits too. then again, i'll see you on monday, so no rush.

and for that matter, i've just bought a new pair of earphones.whee and fun to me. Audio tech rocks. laurent says the sound quality's not bad, considering the price. for that, he halt not be smited. and to celebrate that, i bought the We Will Rock You soundtrack! YAY TO QUEEN! LOVE YOU VERY MUCH! thanks to queen, i've found a song that i've been craving for for a long time since i heard it in a cathay pacific airline commercial when i was 10.

hm...



You gotta hear this . Freddie is good looking in this one.




So anyway, Gp was okay, except for the compre. i keep saying tt and its really bad. I just hope i'll do fine .on the plus side, no lessons, so my world is now a magical world, of hope and wonder.


by the way, random clip .




who here remembers the Safety Dance,by Men without Hats? Its a fun song to dance too, considering its from the 80s.



ooh yes!! how can i forget!





see and try to make out what you will. all i can is, we have really weird politicians.
My apologies, dear people, who have been searching for the past few weeks for news on me. It been nearly a month, i know, but somehow there just isn't much to blog .

okay, fine, i lied. i do have a lot of things to blog.

I'm lazy, sad to say . and i've been so tired for the past few days that i just couldn;t get the hang of writing.

but i guess the overall feel i have now is....weariness and numbness.

honestly, i just feel nothing now. that seems even worse than what happened in secondary school.

i'm lost and empty now.




i gained my wish? if i did, i must have been in my machochistic mood.

i gained nothing. NOTHING. You think i was happy with the decision i made?i stuck by my decision for a reason. i dun trust you anymore. that's all. that one act just cost you dear. i was this close to becoming normal.but then .....




i give up. i really just....





Step by step, heart to heart, left right left
We all fall down...

[Chorus]
Step by step, heart to heart, left right left
We all fall down like toy soldiers
Bit by bit, torn apart, we never win
But the battle wages on for toy soldiers

[Verse 1]
I'm supposed to be the soldier who never blows his composure
Even though I hold the weight of the whole world on my shoulders
I am never supposed to show it, my crew ain't supposed to know it
Even if it means goin' toe to toe with a Benzino it don't matter
I'd never drag them in battles that I can't handle unless
I absolutely have to
I'm supposed to set an example
I need to be the leader, my crew looks for me to guide 'em
If some shit ever just pop off, I'm supposed to be beside 'em
Now the Ja shit i tried to squash it, it was too late to stop it
There's a certain line you just don't cross and he crossed it
I heard him say Hailie's name on a song and I just lost it
It was crazy, this shit way beyond some Jay-z and Nas shit
And even though the battle was won, I feel like we lost it
I spent too much energy on it, honestly I'm exhausted
And I'm so caught in it I almost feel I'm the one who caused it
This ain't what I'm in hip-hop for, it's not why I got in it
That was never my object for someone to get killed
Why would I wanna destroy something I helped build
It wasn't my intentions, my intentions was good
I went through my whole career without ever mentionin' ...
Now it's just out of respect for not runnin' my mouth
And talkin' about something that I knew nothing about
Plus Dre told me stay out, this just wasn't my beef
So I did, I just fell back, watched and gritted my teeth
While he's all over t.v. down talkin' a man who literally saved my life
Like fuck it i understand this is business
And this shit just isn't none of my business
But still knowin' this shit could pop off at any minute cuz

[Chorus]

[Verse 2]
There used to be a time when you could just say a rhyme
And wouldn't have to worry about one of your people dyin'
But now it's elevated cuz once you put someone's kids in it
The shit gets escalated, it ain't just words no more is it?
It's a different ball game, callin' names and you ain't just rappin'
We actually tried to stop the 50 and Ja beef from happenin'
Me and Dre had sat with him, kicked it and had a chat with him
And asked him not to start it he wasn't gonna go after him
Until Ja started yappin' in magazines how he stabbed him
Fuck it 50 smash 'em, mash 'em and let him have it
Meanwhile my attention is pullin' in other directions
Some receptionist at The Source who answers phones at his desk
Has an erection for me and thinks that I'll be his ressurection
Tries to blow the dust off his mic and make a new record
But now he's fucked the game up cuz one of the ways I came up
Was through that publication the same one that made me famous
Now the owner of it has got a grudge against me for nothin'
Well fuck it, that motherfucker can get it too, fuck him then
But I'm so busy being pissed off I don't stop to think
That we just inherited 50's beef with Murder Inc.
And he's inherited mine which is fine ain't like either of us mind
We still have soldiers that's on the front line
That's willing to die for us as soon as we give the orders
Never to extort us, strictly to show they support us
We'll maybe shout 'em out in a rap or up in a chorus
To show them we love 'em back and let 'em know how important it is
To have Runion Avenue Soldiers up in our corners
Their loyalty to us is worth more than any award is
But I ain't tryna have none of my people hurt and murdered
It ain't worth it I can't think of a perfecter way to word it
Then to just say that I love ya'll too much to see the virdict
I'll walk away from it all before I let it go any further
But don't get it twisted, it's not a plea that I'm coppin'
I'm just willin' to be the bigger man
If ya'll can quit poppin' off at your jaws well then I can,
Cuz frankly I'm sick of talkin'
I'm not gonna let someone elses coffin rest on my conscience cuz

[Chorus]


perhaps i did gain my wish.or i got brainwashed.Think what you will. i think it would be best if the memory was just torn right out of my skull. that happy time when god created eden and eve took a bit of the apple.My attainment of knowledge and free will got me.


and here i am. shivering in the cold.




alone.




















i didn't gain my wish, did i? I know you did.be happy now.

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"Can you imagine how terrible it is when you've got everything and you're still desperately lonely? That is awful beyond words.
I'm so powerful on stage that I seem to have created a monster. When I'm performing I'm an extrovert, yet inside I'm a completely different man"

- Freddie Mercury.
Okay, i know i shouldn't be doing this.

But i'm seriously curious. i mean, i know musical based shows in a high school are getting lame, especially ever since a certain blonde himbo *coughzacefroncough* made it popular with the ever creatively named high school musical, along with its equally imaginative named 2 and 3. good lord, pls, find a better name, disney!

anyway, about my praise....

so i've been listening to glee . Yes, i have somehow sucuumbed to the bandwagon. hah, bandwagon....lame... the point is, i blame journey. if only they didn't come up with " don't stop believing" i wouldn't be in this state. then glee came up with their cover and i got interested. And later, when they dragged kristin chenoweth into the mix, i started begging for mercy. but then , i got sucked in! Curse thee, Glee! i did not scorn high school musical and its sequels only to fall into your trap!

don't believe me? here's a clip :





i couldn't find don't stop believing, so i'll go with this. Rehab is good......



okay, i'm just gonna go and listen to some of the songs i downloaded, while trying to get the first episode of glee.


sue me. whatever
Queen
Bohemian Rhapsody lyrics
Send "Bohemian Rhapsody" Ringtone to your Cell
Is this the real life?
Is this just fantasy?
Caught in a landslide
No escape from reality
Open your eyes
Look up to the skies and see
I'm just a poor boy (Poor boy)
I need no sympathy
Because I'm easy come, easy go
Little high, little low
Any way the wind blows
Doesn't really matter to me, to me

Mama just killed a man
Put a gun against his head
Pulled my trigger, now he's dead
Mama, life had just begun
But now I've gone and thrown it all away
Mama, ooh
Didn't mean to make you cry
If I'm not back again this time tomorrow
Carry on, carry on as if nothing really matters

Too late, my time has come
Sends shivers down my spine
Body's aching all the time
Goodbye, everybody
I've got to go
Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth
Mama, oooooooh (Anyway the wind blows)
I don't want to die
Sometimes wish I'd never been born at all

[Guitar Solo]

I see a little silhouetto of a man
Scaramouch, Scaramouch, will you do the Fandango
Thunderbolt and lightning, very, very frightening me
(Galileo) Galileo (Galileo) Galileo, Galileo Figaro
Magnifico-o-o-o-o
I'm just a poor boy nobody loves me
He's just a poor boy from a poor family
Spare him his life from this monstrosity

Easy come, easy go, will you let me go?
Bismillah! No, we will not let you go
Let him go
Bismillah! We will not let you go
Let him go
Bismillah! We will not let you go
Let me go (Will not let you go)
Let me go (Will not let you go) (Never, never, never, never)
Let me go, o, o, o, o
No, no, no, no, no, no, no
(Oh mama mia, mama mia) Mama Mia, let me go
Beelzebub has the devil put aside for me, for me, for me!

So you think you can stone me and spit in my eye
So you think you can love me and leave me to die
Oh, baby, can't do this to me, baby
Just gotta get out, just gotta get right outta here

[Guitar Solo]
(Oooh yeah, Oooh yeah)

Nothing really matters
Anyone can see
Nothing really matters
Nothing really matters to me

Any way the wind blows.....




This song just screams strange abstractness......and i kinda like it for that...,watch the full video, totally rad.....


Yes, i am a big fan of queen. sue me. i dun know all the songs yet, but that's gonna stop me....cause tonight i'm gonna have myself a good time, i feel alive .....and the world is turning inside out.....i'm floating around in ecstasy, so dun stop me ....( i'll repeat that) don't stop me now...cause i'm having a good time, having a good time....



shoot, i just nearly went into musical style singing.
Dear M.

You asked me once if it was okay that we go to England to see Robbie Williams together.At that time, it seemed like it was a promise, a promise of things that were definite to come. Now i just wonder what would happen if things had turned out differently.....would we have fulfilled tt promise? For that matter, was i ever The One?


Dear F,

i give up arguing. I'm too tired to fight anymore. Truce?


Dear Y,

My apologies for my failures.Forgive me?


Dear M,

I think i gave you more white hair than you wanted.i'll sponsor hair dye in the future, i promise.


L,

dun kill me.


to me,

i think this should serve all the way till the end of nov. whaddya think?

back to me,

well, if it fits, and i catch you here......




Hi again! Its me! the wonder girl!

Oh wait, i hate Superman and his affiliates. I mean, come on....he just takes off his glasses and NOBODY can figure out who he is? That just really really lame. Batman is so much more cooler. even homer says so.

and that wonderwoman too. Hilarious much.I just feel so humiliated for the both of them.


anyway, i'm a big fan of the sandman.( NOT the superhero. The Neil Gaiman version of him). Only graphic novel i would actually touch and read voraciously. sorry, batman. tt's just the way it is.i just bought his comics. right now one of them is with christine. be nice to the book, christine.i love tt book to bits too. then again, i'll see you on monday, so no rush.

and for that matter, i've just bought a new pair of earphones.whee and fun to me. Audio tech rocks. laurent says the sound quality's not bad, considering the price. for that, he halt not be smited. and to celebrate that, i bought the We Will Rock You soundtrack! YAY TO QUEEN! LOVE YOU VERY MUCH! thanks to queen, i've found a song that i've been craving for for a long time since i heard it in a cathay pacific airline commercial when i was 10.

hm...



You gotta hear this . Freddie is good looking in this one.




So anyway, Gp was okay, except for the compre. i keep saying tt and its really bad. I just hope i'll do fine .on the plus side, no lessons, so my world is now a magical world, of hope and wonder.


by the way, random clip .




who here remembers the Safety Dance,by Men without Hats? Its a fun song to dance too, considering its from the 80s.



ooh yes!! how can i forget!





see and try to make out what you will. all i can is, we have really weird politicians.
My apologies, dear people, who have been searching for the past few weeks for news on me. It been nearly a month, i know, but somehow there just isn't much to blog .

okay, fine, i lied. i do have a lot of things to blog.

I'm lazy, sad to say . and i've been so tired for the past few days that i just couldn;t get the hang of writing.

but i guess the overall feel i have now is....weariness and numbness.

honestly, i just feel nothing now. that seems even worse than what happened in secondary school.

i'm lost and empty now.




i gained my wish? if i did, i must have been in my machochistic mood.

i gained nothing. NOTHING. You think i was happy with the decision i made?i stuck by my decision for a reason. i dun trust you anymore. that's all. that one act just cost you dear. i was this close to becoming normal.but then .....




i give up. i really just....





Step by step, heart to heart, left right left
We all fall down...

[Chorus]
Step by step, heart to heart, left right left
We all fall down like toy soldiers
Bit by bit, torn apart, we never win
But the battle wages on for toy soldiers

[Verse 1]
I'm supposed to be the soldier who never blows his composure
Even though I hold the weight of the whole world on my shoulders
I am never supposed to show it, my crew ain't supposed to know it
Even if it means goin' toe to toe with a Benzino it don't matter
I'd never drag them in battles that I can't handle unless
I absolutely have to
I'm supposed to set an example
I need to be the leader, my crew looks for me to guide 'em
If some shit ever just pop off, I'm supposed to be beside 'em
Now the Ja shit i tried to squash it, it was too late to stop it
There's a certain line you just don't cross and he crossed it
I heard him say Hailie's name on a song and I just lost it
It was crazy, this shit way beyond some Jay-z and Nas shit
And even though the battle was won, I feel like we lost it
I spent too much energy on it, honestly I'm exhausted
And I'm so caught in it I almost feel I'm the one who caused it
This ain't what I'm in hip-hop for, it's not why I got in it
That was never my object for someone to get killed
Why would I wanna destroy something I helped build
It wasn't my intentions, my intentions was good
I went through my whole career without ever mentionin' ...
Now it's just out of respect for not runnin' my mouth
And talkin' about something that I knew nothing about
Plus Dre told me stay out, this just wasn't my beef
So I did, I just fell back, watched and gritted my teeth
While he's all over t.v. down talkin' a man who literally saved my life
Like fuck it i understand this is business
And this shit just isn't none of my business
But still knowin' this shit could pop off at any minute cuz

[Chorus]

[Verse 2]
There used to be a time when you could just say a rhyme
And wouldn't have to worry about one of your people dyin'
But now it's elevated cuz once you put someone's kids in it
The shit gets escalated, it ain't just words no more is it?
It's a different ball game, callin' names and you ain't just rappin'
We actually tried to stop the 50 and Ja beef from happenin'
Me and Dre had sat with him, kicked it and had a chat with him
And asked him not to start it he wasn't gonna go after him
Until Ja started yappin' in magazines how he stabbed him
Fuck it 50 smash 'em, mash 'em and let him have it
Meanwhile my attention is pullin' in other directions
Some receptionist at The Source who answers phones at his desk
Has an erection for me and thinks that I'll be his ressurection
Tries to blow the dust off his mic and make a new record
But now he's fucked the game up cuz one of the ways I came up
Was through that publication the same one that made me famous
Now the owner of it has got a grudge against me for nothin'
Well fuck it, that motherfucker can get it too, fuck him then
But I'm so busy being pissed off I don't stop to think
That we just inherited 50's beef with Murder Inc.
And he's inherited mine which is fine ain't like either of us mind
We still have soldiers that's on the front line
That's willing to die for us as soon as we give the orders
Never to extort us, strictly to show they support us
We'll maybe shout 'em out in a rap or up in a chorus
To show them we love 'em back and let 'em know how important it is
To have Runion Avenue Soldiers up in our corners
Their loyalty to us is worth more than any award is
But I ain't tryna have none of my people hurt and murdered
It ain't worth it I can't think of a perfecter way to word it
Then to just say that I love ya'll too much to see the virdict
I'll walk away from it all before I let it go any further
But don't get it twisted, it's not a plea that I'm coppin'
I'm just willin' to be the bigger man
If ya'll can quit poppin' off at your jaws well then I can,
Cuz frankly I'm sick of talkin'
I'm not gonna let someone elses coffin rest on my conscience cuz

[Chorus]


perhaps i did gain my wish.or i got brainwashed.Think what you will. i think it would be best if the memory was just torn right out of my skull. that happy time when god created eden and eve took a bit of the apple.My attainment of knowledge and free will got me.


and here i am. shivering in the cold.




alone.




















i didn't gain my wish, did i? I know you did.be happy now.

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