Paranoia; An RH. M Production
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I am : Inane, Insane, Indelicate, In Depression, In Melancholy, In Happiness.....IT'S ALL ABOUT THE I.

Champa Ha, otherwise known as Rhiannon Merlin.
Avid Fan of Hetalia , Yaoi, reading, Prussia and Canada,Music, Monty Python, cool lines and everything that's cold.
Strong believer of Magic and witchcraft, and knows that she can be irritating and insane.
Now, before you get cursed by the Knights who say "Ni", yell that you're pining for the Fjords 100x
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Wishlist eh? I have to do this? Okay... Wants a cool jacket that fits me .
To be favourited as an author on my Fanfic.
New Ipod.
Perfect Fifths by Megan McCafferty
To actually be somewhat sane by the time i reach 50
For the UN to actually do something .
To meet Gilbert and Matthew.


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    Thursday, June 22, 2006

    Your Brain's Pattern
    Your mind is a firestorm - full of intensity and drama.
    Your thoughts may seem scattered to you most of the time...
    But they often seem strong and passionate to those around you.
    You are a natural influencer. The thoughts you share are very powerful and persuading.
    What Pattern Is Your Brain?

    Tuesday, June 20, 2006

    being a bored kid.....i went to the south park website to watch some vids.....i'm hooked on south park now....so right now i 'm putting down links to my fave scene in south park.


    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PKUKla7_DuA


    Episode 110:

    A South Park Christmas - Kyle's Mom is a Stupid Bitch
    Weeeeeeeeeellll
    Kyle's mom is a bitch, she's a big fat bitch
    ,She's the biggest bitch in the whole wide world
    \She's a stupid bitch, if there ever was a bitch,
    She's a bitch to all the boys and girls.

    Monday she's a bitch, on Tuesday she's a bitch,
    On Wednesday to Saturday she's a bitch
    Then on Sunday, just to be different,
    She's a super King Kamehameha bi-atch!

    Have you ever met my friend Kyle's mom?
    She's the biggest bitch in the whole wide world.
    She's a mean ole bitch 'cause she has stupid hair.S
    he's a bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch
    Bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch.
    She's a stupid bitch!Kyle's mom's a bitch
    And she's just a dirty bitch!
    KYLE'S MOOOM IS A - BI-I-I-ITCH - aahh


    i want to know the mysteries that stalk my dreams.......why do i see him when i thought i have destroyed him from my world?
    teacher
    it's him again.....
    not the usual m that everyone knows....
    the old one.......
    i saw him in my dreams recently......
    i don't know what to do.....

    he talked to me today....said something abt my primary school english teacher mrs tan
    was coming back to singapore in august.....
    he wants us to see her.....together with other old frens....


    much as i want to see mrs tan....she was the one that made me love english i don't really want to see them...the rest....


    i'm not one subsceptible to change.....i really don't wish to see them all changed.....i mean everyone is surely going to be far more sophiscated than i am.....so why add to the pressure......????





    and him....


    i thought i hated him...
    i thought i tossed him out of my world....
    i thought it was finally time i could actually find someone to like.....


    yet.....




    i still can't find that feeling i found in him in others......



    have i really forgotten him?

    Sunday, June 18, 2006

    i was reading logen's blog when i came across an entry that caught my attention.it reads like this,



    'Many a times, I have come across hate sites; sites that promote hate to a particular race, religion, community, lifestyle, gender, sexual orientation and even nation, through any means, including mockery. It is just bizzare that some of them seem not to know they are of that category.

    Does it seem right, to just stereotype and condemn a whole community because of a few bad apples? Is it right to hate and feel disgust at what you do not understand?

    Au contraire, I feel the same amount of disgust, if not more and a mighty vestige of pity at those who promote hate, consciously or not. Their minds are at such low capacities to understand. Do the haters not understand that it is that kind of mindset that the Nazis had. And, of course, we know the monstrosities that happened during that dark period.

    Like it or not, there are maniacs in every community. The question is, do we judge the whole community, that is innocent, by those maniacs. Is it justifiable and reasonable to do so.

    One of the greatest weakness of humanity is that most do not have the innate ability to seek or desire to understand what they fear. Yes, you read it right. That weakness is the root of many wars and violence.
    As for the rest of us, what do we do? Keep silent when someone incites such contemptuous views? Never! The world saw what happened when we shut our mouths about the Nazi incident. Do we need the repeat of history? How many more innocents are going to suffer pain and die?

    The only thing we can do is to speak up against hate. That, however, does not mean to hate hate or to state your views in anger; doing so merely contradicts your views on hate and your purpose, which is to make your stand, make that person understand or at least make them know that someone in this world does not condone their mindset and intolerance. If you have the guts to do it, others will be inspired by your courage to speak up."

    (with apologies to logish)

    what he says makes sense somehow.we are ready to believe so readily abt other ppl that we sudden;y and inconspicuously start to assume the worst of ppl.


    to be frank i'm slightly tired of this tpe of branding.many of us choose to live in their comfort zone.eg.chinese will (more or less)make frens with chinese,malays with malays etc.i know that this is due to the fact that many of us have much in common with them but hey,wake up!

    we live so much in our comfort zone that many choose not to venture out into more exciting interests.some ppl would like to try basketball, but don't because it's mainly populated with one race group like the chinese.
    many would want to play football,but no.too many malays.we are so busy assuming things that we sometimes forget to actually see and understand ppl.shouldn't we see ppl judge for ourselves and see them for who they are and not what they are???




    i have nth to say except my cousins are crazy.


    i just came back from a barbeque that gor gor admen organized.it was quite fun,except vanessa who was with us,threw a fit.no idea why,possibly due to the fact that casandra,seemingly did not pay her attention.

    thus it all came to a halt when vanessa complained to uncle.(the tattletale!)and casandra started crying.

    what really leads us to jealousy?
    is it true that each human,small or big,have a little evil or selffishness in one's self that leads to all out war?
    the truth is ,i believe there is a possibilty that Saddam is jealous of Bush.And bush is envious of saddam.

    let's think abt it this way.

    Saddam is said to be charismatic and charming.Bush on the other hand is akward and looks a bit like a deer in the spotlight.bush is the leader of the free world while saddam is in charge of iraq.


    see a conflict?








    oh and we played in the playground with all the ropes and i fell down while doing the flying fox.i will never wear a skirt again.it hurts.

    Thursday, June 15, 2006

    um......i just heard that the little kids of sec4 are back from korea.oh no.my life is torture again.
    how could i expect it to last forever?i mean i was estatic that they were gone.....it left me free to do whatever i wanted without bumping into them in school.why couldn't they have stayed in korea for a longer time?i'm sure they would like it better there....they have four seasons,they have fantastic bbq ,and it is the home to da chang jin......gosh i still can't believe they started that joke......i can bet u it started with one of the boys and yhih huua had to spread it around............how deceitful can one person be?i used to think that maybe ppl got insulted because they wanted to comfort themselves of something.......now,it's just plain stupid.............i really hate sec4.......

    Saturday, June 10, 2006

    i haven't written so i have a lot to catch up on.firstly,i have to say i am sick of waiting.i have waited every day for a letter from him.i hate waiting.but i am.but did it come????NO!!!!

    i need a cd of all the songs of famous classics.famous women classic songs.I'm every women.I will survive.it's raining men.....no not that one.that isn't a show of who i am.I AM HERE TO SHOW I DO NOT NEED SUPPORT OF A MALE!!!!!MALES ARE THE EVIL SERVANTS OF THE DEVILS.


    Speaking of devils,i have a funny incident to write abt which happened in the library.i was in the library with parri when i told her that ying jie was cursing when she found out that bishan and lido cinemas did not allow kids who were not 16 exactly on the day of viewing to watch the da vinci code.

    somehow the conversation turned to a joseph musical.


    and suddenly i thought <"what happens if the bible was turned into a play">


    now just imagine god dancing with singing and dancing and someone dancing the tango with red horns and a tail singing as well.


    ........................................................................................



    anyway,full speed ahead ,paul and rahimah!!!!!!!!!!!!!i support u guys to the end!!!!!!