Paranoia; An RH. M Production

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

if you know me, as i know u, i suggest that you get me a giant pie and slam it into you!

i just love pie.

i had plans to murder the sun, but then again, the rain just blasted him down with giant downpours today.

so i happily ran in the rain with gor as we crossed the roads to get to school today, wearing only jackets over our uniforms. damn it, running in the rain is fun.

and yeah , watching u appear in my dreams is even better. damn it. turning into a stalker now.

you caught me under false pretences....you also set my soul alight.

cwtsuml.

very short post, i know.

who cares , though!

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Lets101 - Free Dating Site

Am I original? Yeah . Am I the only one? Yeah. Am I sexual? Yeah. Am I everything you need ? You better rock your body now!

after having fun out, its time to relax and kick back....

i bought brisingr today!yay! its been two years!...wait.....three years!

yes! its out! its out! its out!!!!!!

once i finish reading, i'll give a review on it, so avid readers, stay tuned!

oh yeah, b the way, latest news. there's been a massive bomb blast in pakistan outside the marriot hotel there, with many people dead and yet there's been no word of any info from the officials. mom's getting disgruntled and i'm slightly dazed by the news , while not really surprised. they say its a vehicle bombing , which means the thing most prob ran itself into the building.darn it , it onl came after a while after the president of pakistan just made his first speech in parliment.

here's an interestingly, he seems to have given away his power, wanting more or less to make sure that parliment gets more power than before and make sure that he doesn't abuse it.which , i think , is a very good point. but i dun think the locals are happy about what the president is saying.

2 suicide bombers, they say.

but why not claiming of responsibility by anyone yet anyway?

i'll be updating . watch this space.

i just realize that just now was my 400th post . so yeah man! thank you for all your support, to all those who have been reading until now.u rock, i stone, we pebble! hahahahahahah!

mom's been getting on my nerves lately. if she keeps butting into my life like that, i would have no choice but to butt her out. argh.

what i hate about having her here is my sudden limitation of choices.when she gets here, my ability to choose suddenly becomes reduced and then when i want to do something, it always gets impeded by her.the worse part is, i know she means well. but even this is a bit extreme.

my hair's been getting a bit long long lately. its time for cutting, i guess. its been so dratted hot nowadays that the long thick mane i have is making me in an even worse mood.

what is it with singapore weather in september?!damn u global warming.

anyway, i've been having fun these past few days.making new frens with alfredo, who is also an obsesser over herr Schicklgruber ( say it with me, shernickelgluber, accent included.)and is also a warm, genorous , witty and intuitive kid......hah! see the adjectives, kid! i'm using my creativity now! ; hanging out with gor on thursday, whih was uber fun and then we tried to scare the hellout of laurry , but in turn he scared us instead. hanging out in gor's house is nice and his room is one of the best rooms to hang out, if i were gor, i would stay in there and not move anywhere out of the vicinity.and hanging out with him is fun, cause i get him stressed. hahahaha!; and staying at home all day yesterday while talking to laurent and my junior at intervals. poor junior , has hfmd....poor guy. laurry is fun to tease......my apologies for my isolence, gori san!

poor gori/laurry. even at this age i'm still teasing him.he never gets any respect now.....bwhahahahahhahahah!!!!!!!!!!!

dumdumdedadadadedumdumdum.

i've got a great song to share with you today!

Turn it down so I can’t hear it
Turn it out so I can’t see it
It’s just useless to ignore
We’re going down, you don’t feel it
Turn it round, you don’t mean it and
I can’t stand it anymore

When the whole world sighs
And it’s making you so deflated

I've got a life
Though it refuses to shine
I've got a life it aint over (it aint over)
I've got a way
It's the only things that’s mine
All I'm asking for is tenderness
A little tenderness

Ooo it's a cruel place
You never asked to be here
Nobody cares and no one’s gonna help you now (hold on)
It's dog eat dog the human race
The only thing they'll do is hate you (hate you)

Such a crime to be unkind
Turn your cheek pretend you're blind

I've got a life
Though it refuses to shine
I've got a life it aint over
It aint over
I've got a way
It's the only thing that's mine
All I’m asking for is tenderness
Tenderness

I've got a life
Though it refuses to shine
I've got a life it aint over
It aint over
I've got a way
It's the only thing that's mine
All I’m asking for is tenderness

Be strong now baby
Gotta be strong now baby
Gotta be strong!

watch the video. annie lennox is one hell of a singer.

Friday, September 19, 2008

What Gintama Character Are You?
Hosted By theOtaku.com: Anime

my goodness, sougo! of all the people, i got him!

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

made a new fren in the past few days...actually it should be aquaintance, but yeah. his name is alfred, and he's a really smart kid!

yay

still down with a bit of a cough.

but anyway..........

i wanna play

pls.

so bored.

i just realized how stupid i look like in photos
for example...look above and see the really stupid expression i have on my face. someone shoot me. please.

Friday, September 12, 2008

You Are Canada

You are a very tolerant person. You appreciate diversity and consider yourself a multiculturalist.

You are also very community oriented. You think it's important to help those around you have a better life.

You're uniquely you. You have been able to resist bad influences and stay true to yourself.

You are usually confident in who you are, but occasionally you have a little inferiority complex.

What Country Are You?

well, they've got the country right.

i've been having this huge rest today cause i;ve been studying for the past few days and i've also fallen ill to the sore throat ....i seem to get fevers based more on sore throats rather than colds or chills...wait, now that i think about it...i get sick because of the stomach sometimes...

anyway, i took a nap and my meds and i've feeling better already

sometimes i think its time i get my tonsils out

Monday, September 08, 2008

random feeling.

i just dun feel like anything anymore.

so does ying jie

i think we're screwed , are we not?

Friday, September 05, 2008

from what i seen from fiona's post, its a bit indignant on my part.i love the girl, but her one a bit angry lah...so i shall relate it from a objective point of view.

see , we , the study trio which comprises of the following idiots ( fiona, melvin gor and me), went for sushi at the sumo house in AMK. happily, we chewed on our food when i decided that me being a thirsty kid , i had to get more green tea for me.

it was then i realized that on the other side of the sumo house, there was....

well...its been 2 years, so i think i can say their names...

it was the schoolmates i graduated with.

all the ones i dislike, plus some others who i like to condemn by association.

( look, i dun like them! they hate me! i only knew the extent of it a year ago, so sue me if i get suspicious!).

so yeah, i walked back to my table without my green tea and plonk the cup on the table, while alerting the other two on the situation. they kinda know the situation, melvin not so much until i messaged him exactly.i called yj and gave her a lowdown on the situation as she calmed me down and tried to get me to ignore them. after asking if i could throw soy sauce at them, she said, " welll, maybe not.but i could lend u my bazooka"

after tt i sort of lost my appetite.so i gave it away to melvin and fiona while we prepared to leave......

erm...well, it turns out when one of the study trio is insulted, we do a cat walk out the door. fiona catwalks, i calmly strut, melvin takes out a cigarette, poses facing them with it, smirks and walks off, like a prima donna.

note to self: when facing hitler, bring my frens along. cause they are the best in the face off. we could have a whole ," yo mamma so fat" contest, and we would win , hands down, with fiona screaming happily for a celebratory mud fudge pie, gor that he's in need of spaghetti and me dnacing happily and singing a song about lollipops.

but that's just me and my frens. when we rock, we rock the world.

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

Honey why are you calling me so late
It’s kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why are you crying is everything okay
I gotta whisper cause I can’t be too loud
Well, my girls in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It’s really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It’s funny that you’re calling me tonight
And yes I’ve dreamt of you too
And does he know you’re talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don’t think she has a clue
Well my girls in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It’s really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those wordsa it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It’s really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
(And I never wanna say goodbye)
But girl you make it so hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
Honey why are you calling me so late

-Hinder Lips of an Angel

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

when i'm upset, i destroy things. today i managed to destroy one paper cup and its plastic lid, both from macs.

why am i upset?
humans. as usual.

the most painful part?

these humans i actually like.

go figure.

kar yee and i talked about it a bit today and i kinda feel better now. there's been someone that has been weighing heavily on my mind for the most troubling of factors to me and honestly i'm exhausted. have u heard " like toy soldiers" by eminem?that's one of my fav songs and the one i feel is best in explaining how i feel.

Sessh once said that for once i should just create a mask and use that mask for everyday life, saying the one i used to use is one that is making me suffer more now.

he is right, for a kid that's younger than i am.

What do I look like? The Wizard of Oz? You need a brain? You need a heart? Go ahead. Take mine. Take everything I have.

Monday, September 01, 2008

Okay, as promised to my non-existent fans out there, here is a full account of the shopping trip on thursday.

time: 1430 hrs.

venue: good news cafe

attire: good old uniform , same old turqoise

the participants: laurent( rock god), razu( hummingbird), roshilla ( balls out bitch),isa ( Dr Jekyll), me ( Paralysed Papparazzi)

PP is asked if she wanted to come along on trip to observe the rock god buy stuff. being papparazzi, she agreed, however forgetting that she did not have the camera with her, therefore being unable to record events using camera phone.

RG then asks if anyone else wanted to join him and soon the fellowship of the five was set up. actually there was nine, but two of them dropped out and the other two weren't even part of the show.

BOB and DJ are the happy bunch, walking and talking together on the way there. H was nearly swallowed up by the crowd, but thankfully RG and PP kept an eye on her.

Reached destination ( queenstown)and the fellowship wait for their transport to pick them up. PP got a bit restless and tried to become antisocial but after being threatened by DJ, decided not to. RG started counting cars and naming the brands.

bus comes. all the party members come on.RG gets paranoid that we might not make destination, BOB is lonesome for the headquarters, H is as usual happy and PP gushes alternately over H and DJ.

Reach destination. try to find place to eat. find bookstore instead.

books are addictive . must stay away.

finding food mission failed. find kfc instead.

munch munch munch. talk tak talk. a bit of despair and worry cause BOB lost her earring. worry worry worry. munch munch munch.

reach true destination. start mission on bag finding and shoe finding.

RG found shoes, despaired over bag price.H plays prosecutor while BOB plays defence of the accused.( bag) DJ helps prosecutor, RG plays Judge Judy and PP plays silent recorder. court verdict: prosecution wins. no rejoicing on either sides. BOB looks a bit regretful.

conclusion: the fellowship of the five will most prob never go shopping again.

sometimes i wonder f i should just be a recorder.