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I am : Inane, Insane, Indelicate, In Depression, In Melancholy, In Happiness.....IT'S ALL ABOUT THE I.

Champa Ha, otherwise known as Rhiannon Merlin.
Avid Fan of Hetalia , Yaoi, reading, Prussia and Canada,Music, Monty Python, cool lines and everything that's cold.
Strong believer of Magic and witchcraft, and knows that she can be irritating and insane.
Now, before you get cursed by the Knights who say "Ni", yell that you're pining for the Fjords 100x
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Wishlist eh? I have to do this? Okay... Wants a cool jacket that fits me .
To be favourited as an author on my Fanfic.
New Ipod.
Perfect Fifths by Megan McCafferty
To actually be somewhat sane by the time i reach 50
For the UN to actually do something .
To meet Gilbert and Matthew.


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    Monday, December 29, 2008

    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* says:
    diaos

    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* says:
    nt bad ah

    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* says:
    the guy scold u

    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* says:
    can cook the korean noodles already

    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* says:
    listen to one song

    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* says:
    act like you're the king of the jungle

    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* says:
    and pretend to be santa claus.....

    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* says:
    but what did he scold u for?

    № 9- keep things simple luh, fiona! whoa lao fiona=STILL perservering! says:
    LOL haha really?

    № 9- keep things simple luh, fiona! whoa lao fiona=STILL perservering! says:
    whoa

    № 9- keep things simple luh, fiona! whoa lao fiona=STILL perservering! says:
    cos no stock lor

    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* says:
    hm...

    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* says:
    tt's in my view lah

    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* says:
    and why scold u for lack of stock?

    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* says:
    what was he looking for?

    № 9- through despair and hope, through faith and love. fiona=STILL perservering! says:
    LOL yeah

    № 9- through despair and hope, through faith and love. fiona=STILL perservering! says:
    UWC XL pe shorts.

    № 9- through despair and hope, through faith and love. fiona=STILL perservering! says:
    2 pairs.

    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* says:
    diaos......

    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* says:
    united world college.....

    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* says:
    the champions of the first arena......

    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* says:
    explain to him the fact tt its the fault of technology....

    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* says:
    come let champa mei mei explain to u....

    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* says:
    u see...

    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* says:
    in the world nowadays....

    № 9- through despair and hope, through faith and love. fiona=STILL perservering! says:
    yeah lor.. HAHAHA thanks ah.

    № 9- through despair and hope, through faith and love. fiona=STILL perservering! says:
    DIAO

    № 9- through despair and hope, through faith and love. fiona=STILL perservering! says:
    you know

    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* says:
    technology has advanced to the point tt

    № 9- through despair and hope, through faith and love. fiona=STILL perservering! says:
    right atht hat point
    № 9- through despair and hope, through faith and love. fiona=STILL perservering! says:
    i wished you melvin kar yee bern and my friend joy were here

    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* says:
    food is now more processed and there is need for fast and furious food....

    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* says:
    ( cue the chinese fast and furious song while the little food products come out and disco dance)

    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* says:
    then with this need for fast and furious food , ppl wanna eat, but they also have no time to exercise, due to the increase f technology , they have to keep up with work using technology also....

    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* says:
    so the fast and processed food, which is full of fat and evility, end up in the tummy, thighs, face, arms and calves.....

    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* says:
    ( food is still partying to the song, but now in the tummy, and as they slowly melt, the whole body looks as though it's singing the song)

    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* says:
    then as more and more ppl do tt

    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* says:
    they grow fat....

    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* says:
    and when they grow fat, their clothes size change.....

    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* says:
    thus they have to buy larger clothes!

    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* says:
    ( cue all the fat ppl in the world running towards shops to buy big clothes, also to the chinese version of fast and furious)

    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* says:
    thus, ther is a higher possibility tt they'll run out of larger sized clothes...

    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* says:
    then......

    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* says:
    NO STOCK!

    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* says:
    TADDDA!!!!!!!!!

    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* says:
    thank you, thank u!

    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* says:
    ( this presentation is sponsored by the fast and furious. no fat ppl were harmed in the making of this explanation)

    № 9- through despair and hope, through faith and love. fiona=STILL perservering! says:
    tell them this

    № 9- through despair and hope, through faith and love. fiona=STILL perservering! says:
    they will shoot you down can

    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* says:
    i'll like to see them try



    thus, ladies and gentlemen, my screwed up version of why they are running out of stock , especially for the larger clothes in uniform shops.

    This was meant to cheer fiona up cause of the guy tt scolded her for 3 mins today due to lack of stock....cheer up ol girl. there's a lot of crappy ppl out there, and i blame them thanks to their last min finding clothes for their young uns. sometimes i wonder why ppl do tt. we're just doing our jobs. i remember my time as a waitress with so much non happiness.
    although once in ahwhile, i did pity them having a waitress like me.

    Saturday, December 27, 2008

    Joyce ripped this off someone's blog and gave it to me, so i have no idea what to do until i do this.....

    Directions: Once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a note with 20 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 20 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them.

    01] My greatest fear ( an ironic one) is losing my mind.

    02] I have this tendency to sing on the streets and pretend i'm in a musical.Right now, it's this song from Thoroughly Modern Millie called,' Forget about the boy."

    03] I name the cats i see everyday.And not just ordinary names. i named a cat Rizzio. I swear i have nothing else to do.

    04] I keep associating my friends with supernatural creatures.Melvin , for example , is a Vampire, while Fiona is either a Dryad or a Nyad.The list goes on.

    05] I cannot ride a bicycle. This is a fact which is part of my fear of bicycles.

    06] I like to quote and sing from Monty Python. For example, NI!

    07] The words, " i'm hungry" pops into my mind at least 24 times a day.

    08] My favorite hobby is agonising the hell out of people. Melvin's dad and i would team up to try and bully Melvin cause of his habits. His father does it out of love and concern for his son. i do it cause i'm really bored.

    09] I'm actually very hungry.

    10] I have a tendency to do run on sentences, which is something i know i shouldn't do, and it makes me ashamed of myself, but i feel as though this is on of my own defining traits , thus it gratifies me to do it....damn it , i did it again!

    11] I'm in love with a red frog alien from an anime.

    12] I'm also in love with a sadist from a special police force in another anime.

    13] My social circle includes 3 anime freaks, one whom used to be obsessed with pokemon, a Prime Minister in training, an absolute freaking genius whom is also like a drill sergeant especially in speech, a guy who indulges in druken revelry and debauchery ( who's actually a nice guy), a military junkie , a girl tt has a chronic sleeping disorder, a perpetually hungry person, and a guy who's a bit like ( scratch tt, exactly) Tamaki Suoh from Ouran High School Host Club, which is another anime.

    14] I have considered upon many an occasion, to change my name.

    15] My favourite show is 60 Minutes.

    16] I still bite my nails.

    17] I have cultivated a way in which one of my good friends called ," The Champa Way" . Pls dun ask what it is. He's a dumbass.

    18] One of my greatest fanstasies include me and my friends around a campfire in the middle of a forest while we cooks smores. Sadly, none of my friends think tt it's a good idea, and have since abadoned me when it comes to ideas for what to do.

    19] My abosolute favourite place in the world is actually at the peak of a mountain while it overlooks the sea and a gale is blowing. best place to think about life.

    20] I have plans to conquer the world. and nobody can stop me.

    People I'm arrowing:

    1. Viha. The rest have already been arrowed.

    Friday, December 26, 2008

    Spamalot Cast - Diva's Lament Lyrics



    LADY OF THE LAKE:
    What ever happened to my part?
    It was exciting at the start.
    Now we're halfway through Act 2
    And I've had nothing yet to do.

    I've been offstage for far too long
    It's ages since I had a song.
    This is one unhappy Diva
    The producer's have deceived her.
    There is nothing I can sing from my heart.
    Whatever Happened to My Part?

    I am sick of my career
    Always starting second gear
    Up to here, with frustration and with fears.
    I've no Grammy no Rewards,
    I've no Tony Awards,
    I'm Constantly replaced with Britney Spears

    Whatever Happened to My Show?
    I was a hit, now I don't know.
    I'm with a bunch of British Knights,
    Prancing 'round in woolly tights.

    I might as well go to the Pub
    They've been out searching for a shrub
    Out shopping for a Bush
    Well they can kiss my Tush
    It seems to me they've really lost the plot

    Whatever Happened to My
    I'll Call my Agent, Dammit
    Whatever Happened to My
    Not Yours, Not Yours,
    But My,
    Part!



    i'm singing this the next time i get into my diva mode.


    I just looked through the photos for the christmas party, and i have nth else to say except I LOOK LIKE A FAT DUMMY IN ALL OF THEM. Joyce and fiona , compared to me, look like absolute angels , while i just look like the strange lump of christmas pudding that came out from NOWHERE.

    argh, i hate taking photos. its not that cause i look fat in all of the photos. a wise person once made this comment which i though was one of the best ever.

    he said," people comment that they just look ugly in the photos and blame the camera for adding 10 pounds to them. what they don't see is the fact tt the photo merely capture the truth and the people just don't want to embrace the truth in front of them.

    in short....



    I hate taking photos beside the beautiful people cause i'm not pretty myself and i look like a horrible person next to them. so would the ppl at the reading list, pls stop trying to get me into photographs? you'll just spoil my self esteem. and i had a good onem until i see my photos.


    argh...................................................

    yes ,i am a narciscist. what else would i have started a blog in the first place? the writer gets to write whatever he/she would want cause in the blog, she's the star of her own show. so pls, if u're here to get a load of gossip about other people, i suggest u leave. this blog is about ME. get it? it's the writer's world.i get to star in my own show ! bwahahahhaahhah! to those who are right now shaking their heads in disbelief and saying, " i'll never do tt!" , think again. why start a blog if u dun wanna get attention from ppl ? when a person starts a blog, she is immediately considered an exibitionist. it doesn't matter if there are tons of other blogs out there tt are more popular than yours and u have written the blog under an alias. the point is, once u decide to open the blog , which is, by the way, short for WEB LOG, the show is immediately ours for the taking.

    the best part about a blog?

    even the ugly can write one and be the star .


    this is my what, 4th year since 2004 blogging online, and for once, i'm actually happy about using it for once.


    people always say, " champa, u know, u should update more often, and do more of this and not write more emo stuff and blah blah blah."

    let me now address them in my own way , if i can....


    firstly.....it's not a matter of whether you're busy or not in order to update a blog. the fact is, sometimes life's too dull. you can't always update about what chores you did today and stuff, its gonna get boring.......some people like me update when they wanna share something with the world or wanna express some message that they feel is important. or they get bored and just wanna find attention. for me, i treat the blog a bit like a talk show, and pretend tt for once, it's my life and it's now or never, cause i don't wanna live forever!!!!!

    and with my talkshow,i do what i want.

    as for the emo part, i'll try. the advice was given to me by a fren who has known me for many many years, and i do not wish to disappoint her too badly.











    so anyway, what have we learnt today?







    that champa ha only matters to one person, who is also champa ha.











    ps. admittedly, this was a very egoistic post, for once showing the diva side of me. yes, i can get petty. yes i will be mean. and no , i won't tone it down for u. This is just part of who i am. and as one would say." if u can't stand the heat , get out of the kitchen."


    I'm not aware of too many things
    I know what I know if you know what I mean
    I'm not aware of too many things
    I know what I know if you know what I mean

    Philosophy, is the talk on a cereal box
    Religion, is a smile on a dog
    I'm not aware of too many things
    i know what I know if you know what I mean

    Chuck me in the shallow water
    Before I get too deep

    What I am is what I am are you what you are or what
    What I am is what I am are you what you are or what

    Oh I'm not aware of too many things
    I know what I know if you know what I mean

    Philosophy, is a walk on the slippery rocks
    Religion, is a light in the fog
    I'm not aware of too many things
    I know what I know if you know what I mean
    Do do ya

    Chuck me in the shallow water
    Before I get too deep
    Chuck me in the shallow water
    Before I get too deep

    What I am is what I am are you what you are or what
    What I am is what I am are you what you are or what
    What I am is what I am are you what you are or what you are
    What I am is what I am are you what you are or what

    Da da da da
    I say I say I say I do hey hey hey hey hey hey

    Chuck me in the shallow water
    Before I get too deep
    Chuck me in the shallow water
    Before I get too deep

    Chuck me in the shallow water before I get too deep
    Chuck me in the shallow water before I get too deep
    Chuck me in the shallow water before I get too deep

    Don't let me get too deep
    Don't let me get too deep
    Don't let me get too deep
    Don't let me get too deep

    What I am is what I am are you what you are or what
    What I am is what I am are you what you are or what
    What I am is what I am are you what you are or what you are
    What I am is what I am are you what you are or what

    Or what you are oh
    Or what you are oh oh oh
    Say what I am


    -What I Am , Edie Brickell


    This song is a bit special...its an old hit, considered a one hit wonder by the artist herself when she was with the New Bohemians...( dun ask why bands come up with weird names, i wasn't expecting the spanish inquisition or anything...)

    a weird fren of mine once said tt this sing reminded him of me, and after listening to this song, i have to admit, this song applies to everyone. thanks to him, the song is a bit addictive. This guy should know, he's actually a veritable genius. darn the crazy ppl in the world.

    oh yeah. Merry Christmas, people! hope u guys had fun!

    i get reflective about things like this nowadays. Christmas is getting more and more ordinary every year it passes. i mean, i'm not a religious person, so this doesn't really matter to me about jesus's spirit. and for tt matter, i'm no charitable person ( seriously, i bite the heads off little kids when i get grumpy)

    However, ppl get happy about celebrations to the point of getting up a party every year. i guess sometimes even ppl, in this world of confusion, discontent , disillusion, would wanna get a reminder why they want to live in the world in the first place. The small time period of family togetherness, friendship and sweetness is , i guess , one of the many small white patches on a canvas painted black by the people themselves. the blackness is somewhat the new norm in this world. we as ppl are getting too cynical and too much into what is in front of us to remember what is behind or not in front of us.

    tt was a bit weird.

    a few days ago, while out with my bestest of best frens, we started getting into a topic of the education system of kids and what they know compared to the kids of yesteryear ( aka , us teenagers). Viha had brought up this funny story of a kid who had to do a book report and needed her help ( it was in her modules for poly to oversee kids, dun ask me what the module is ,i have no idea myself.).

    so anyway the kid asked her help to do a book report and viha was in a bit of a shock.

    V: How old are u?
    K: 7.

    The kid's in primary one, and they're supposed to do a book report?! gee, the last time i remembered being 7, i had been learning how to construct perfect sentences.

    V: ( trying to get her cool back) so what book do u wanna do?
    K: This one! (plunks a copy of Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows)

    ( now at this point, imagine a gale of wind blowing a little tumblweed into the background. This is how i always imagined this scene)

    V: ERM...isn't tt a bit hard?
    K: but my teacher said tt we can't use books that are less than 20 pages!

    at this point, let us now comment on what just came out of the mouth of the babe, as what an author might say.

    its weird on just how much kids know and not know nowadays huh? viha also made the observation that many kids don't know what we know, like fairy tales of old and nursery rhymes....

    which gave me a bit of a shock and a giggle as i remembered a particular line from harry potter:

    " Harry and i grew up with muggle tales such as Snow White, Pinnochio and Cinderella..."
    " What's tt , a disease?"

    and yet they know so much about things such as avenge sevenfold ( i'm serious , viha said there was a kid who listened to it), paramore , britney spears...and these kids can also work a computer, Mp3 player and a handphone.....

    are we , as a generation, getting kids to become grown ups faster than letting them enjoy childhood days of old? we're getting to understand more things and the speed of that is indirectly related to the age of kids as the years go by....

    all i know is, the world is just spinning faster and faster and all of us mature even more faster and thus walk at a quicker but more agitated pace....this generation is born in a world of wars and disasters and we're acting quickly, but at the cost of our stability and balance of life, between peace and unhappiness.

    are we going to one day move so fast that we're unable to look around us, to not care who we push in order to move forward, to not look behind your trail to see where u had come from, perhaps even walk past places and people that we love and walk so quickly to our goal that we have reached the end of our destination before we know it ?

    Its already happening.

    this fast paced life is not going to stop until we realise that in some parts of life, we have to take our time and not rush through, to look at the deep meanings of things, to find a place which u never wanted to go but when u do find the very thing u are looking for, and perhaps find the true meaning of life.


    and now, if u may excuse me, i have to take my leave. there's a whole world i have to learn about, and i'm going to extend my learning by understanding the economy.

    merry christmas, ppl. and remember, the slowest may not necessarily be the worst.

    Monday, December 22, 2008

    damn it!

    i miss you,

    and i have vowed not to!



    fuckfuckfuckfuck.

    okay, passive agressiveness over....



    MY PLUG IN BABY!!!!!CRUXIFY MY ENEMIES!....

    ( dadadaddadadadadadadadadaddaaallhailmusespluginbabydadadadadaddadadaddaadaddadad)


    and what is my plug in baby?

    one word, my ipod.

    so thus, a love poem to my ipod....


    oh i love my ipod!
    never keeps me in a mood tt's odd!
    it's my plug in baby.
    and only second to my laptop , maybe.


    (i know u people are out there groaning at my lack of creativity, thus.....e-crucios to thee crucios....damn in , schmerg_the_impala is a great writer in MNFF)

    lalalalallalallalalla
    i'm so bored.....and hungry....pls feed me with pizza, the super hawaiian one if possible


    ladidadidadidading!


    i;m gonna randomly choose a quote from a random movie which i will randomly love.....

    ' YOU WERE THE CHOSEN ONE!"

    -obi wan kenobi, star wars, revenge of the sith


    i feel drunk, but i'm not drunk.
    damn the ginger beer i had...too bad it's not alcoholic....

    Friday, December 19, 2008

    "I remember every time I hold you,my blunt companion. WHEN I REMEMBER, I DISMEMBER!"

    They never said that the knife was a forgiving one.

    Today:

    I became company for a obessive compulsive shopper.

    dun ask why , or how i got the job. i think it was cause i was bored. besides, it would be funny to see stuff first hand.

    met my cousins on the way. they gave me an idea on what to do for a present.

    wrapped up presents. tried to compose songs. gave up and just sang instead.




    Funny story,

    melvin and i were walking, when we passed by Seoul Gardens. we walked in to say hi to Serene, his sister, who was eating there, and nobody stopped us.

    Serene was in a state of shock. Se couldn't believe that no one stopped us from walking in so freely and insisted that we paid our way in. It was quite funny.


    oh yeah:



    LIPTON MILK TEA!
















    " PST! Suwen. You sure he's not one of those patronising asses from the British Council?"
    "C'mon, Nica! Give the guy a break! He's okay!"

    Tuesday, December 16, 2008

    i refuse to acknowledge my mother's presence.


    right now.


    JUNKIES
    I can't feel nothin' at all!

    GRAVEROBBER
    Drug market, sub market,
    Sometimes I wonder why I ever got in
    Blood market, love market,
    Sometiems I wonder why they need me at all!
    Zydrate comes in a little glass vial.

    SHILO
    A little glass vial?

    GRAVEROBBER
    And the little glass vial goes into the gun like battery.
    And the zydrate gun goes somewhere against your anatomy
    And when the gun goes off, it sparks and you're ready for surgery.

    AMBER SWEET
    Graverobber... Graverobber...
    Sometimes I wonder why I even bother.
    Graverobber... Graverobber...
    Sometimes I wonder why I need you at all!

    GRAVEROBBER
    And Amber Sweet is addicted to the knife

    SHILO
    Addicted to the knife?

    JUNKIES
    Addicted to the knife!

    GRAVEROBBER
    And addicted to the knife, she needs a little help with the agony.
    And a little help comes in a little glass vial in a gun pressed against her anatomy
    And when the gun goes off, Miss Sweet is ready for surgery

    AMBER SWEET
    Graverobber... Graverobber...
    Sometimes I wonder why I need you at all...

    JUNKIES (SHILO)
    It's clean, it's clear, it's pure (It's what?), it's rare...

    GRAVEROBBER (SHILO)
    It takes you there (It what?)

    GRAVEROBBER (AMBER)
    It takes you there! (It takes me there!)

    GENTERNS
    A little jump

    GRAVEROBBER
    Before the cut

    JUNKIES
    Why agonize? Anesthetize

    AMBER
    I can't feel nothin' at all..

    GRAVEROBBER (AMBER)
    'Cos surgery is what you need (what I need), to change inside

    GRAVEROBBER, JUNKIES, AMBER
    To feel alive.

    [Graverobber whistles.

    SHILO
    Hey, that's a Blind Mag song!

    Amber snaps to attention

    AMBER
    Who did that?

    Graverobber points at Shilo and backs away

    AMBER
    So you think you got heart?
    So you think you got balls?
    So you think Mag can sing?

    SHILO
    I don't think nothin' at all...

    AMBER
    So you think MAG has pipes?
    Well it's my turn to shine
    When the Repo man strieks!

    SHILO
    What are you talkin' about?

    Amber shoves a news article into Shilo's hands]

    GRAVEROBBER
    Mag's contract's got some mighty fine print

    SHILO
    Some mighty fine print?

    JUNKIES
    Some mighty fine print...

    GRAVEROBBER
    And that mighty fine print puts Mag in a mighty fine predicament
    If Mag up and splits, her eyes are forfeit, and if GeneCo and Rotti so will it,
    Then a repo man will come and she'll pay for that surgery. Surgery...
    Surgery... Surgery... (cont., with Junkies)

    JUNKIES
    I can't feel nothin' at all!


    10 Worst (and Weirdest) Work Stories of 2008
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    2008 has been a big year: We experienced one of the most debated presidential elections in history; the Phillies won the World Series; Madonna and Guy Ritchie separated; our economy is in a recession; and a man got stabbed for giving an inexcusable haircut.

    Wait a second -- you didn't hear about that last one? Let me fill you in: A San Diego man allegedly stabbed a barber who gave him an unacceptable haircut. The man attacked the shop owner as he was closing down and slashed him twice in the face. The motive was that the man was unhappy with a previous haircut, according to authorities. (Source: 10News.com)

    In midst of all the daily chaos that goes on in the world, a different type of pandemonium takes place every day in the workplace. Sometimes you hear about it and sometimes you don't -- on the off chance that you haven't, we've done that part for you.

    Here are some of the stranger things that happened in the workplace (and out) during 2008:

    1. Central Florida firefighters save dogs with mouth-to-mouth resusitation

    Firefighters in Florida revived several dogs by performing mouth-to-mouth resuscitation after they were rescued from a house fire. The dogs were taken to area hospitals. (Source: Local6.com)

    2. Man shot by friend so he could skip work

    One man took calling in sick to new extremes after he had his friend shoot him the shoulder so he could miss work. The man told deputies in Pasco, Wash., he was shot in a drive-by while jogging before work. He later revealed that he'd asked a friend to shoot him so he wouldn't have to take a drug test at the office. (Source: MSNBC.com)

    3. Police chief fired after stealing beer from firefighters' fridge

    The police chief of a small Kansas town was convicted of stealing beer after a surveillance tape showed him taking it from the fire department's refrigerator. It wasn't disclosed how much beer he pilfered or why it was in the fire department. He was suspended without pay pending an appeal of the conviction. (Source: Fox News)

    4. Man shoots co-worker while rescuing him from crocodile

    Two crocodile farm workers in northern Australia were collecting crocodile eggs by a river bank when a crocodile grabbed one of them by the arm. The second man shot the crocodile, which caused him to release the victim. A second shot fired, however, hit the man in the same arm in which the crocodile grabbed him. The man survived. (Source: CNN.com)

    5. DVD in firefighter's coat blocks bullet

    Barry McRoy, a South Carolina fire and rescue director, was leaving a Waffle House restaurant when two men came in fighting over a gun. The gun fired, hit one of the struggling men, shattered a window and hit McRoy, who didn't realize he'd been shot. The bullet hit a DVD McRoy had in his pocket; he suffered only a bruise. (Source: MSNBC.com)

    6. Man tries to pay for meal with pot

    A Vero Beach, Fla., McDonald's restaurant worker received a shock when a drive-thru customer offered to pay for his meal with marijuana. The cashier called police, who found drugs in the customer's car and arrested him. (Source: MSNBC.com)

    7. Store changing 'open door' policy

    After being robbed three times in one year, a New Hampshire convenience store is now requiring customers to be "approved" by the store owner before coming in. The store will keep its doors locked and customers are refused if the owner can't recognize them through the glass doors. (Source: WISHTV8.com)

    8. Snake bites mailman -- who finishes rounds

    A 66-year-old Florida mailman doing his rounds was bitten by a poisonous snake when he put mail inside a mailbox. He told authorities he shook his arm and beat the snake against his car door to loosen its grip. He continued his rounds for the next 30 minutes before seeking help. The snake was thought to be an Eastern diamondback rattlesnake. (Source: MSNBC.com)

    9. 2 ex-workers sue Neiman Marcus over sex tape

    Two former security employees at an Illinois Neiman Marcus are suing the department store, alleging they were illegally videotaped while having sexual intercourse at work. The two claim they were secretly videotaped on a hidden video camera and were fired because of their interactions. They also allege that a store manager shared the videotape with several others and on a nationwide online database of security personnel. (Source: Chicago Tribune)

    10. Employee is charged in fight at restaurant

    Two brothers employed at a Maryland restaurant argued over their job duties, which resulted in a knife fight. One brother reportedly told the other to mop the floor, which enraged him. Both brothers suffered small cuts, but only one was charged with first-degree assault. This was the second call from the restaurant where one worker attacked another with a knife. (Source: Baltimore Sun)

    Rachel Zupek is a writer and blogger for CareerBuilder.com. She researches and writes about job search strategy, career management, hiring trends and workplace issues.

    Copyright 2008 CareerBuilder.com. All rights reserved. The information contained in this article may not be published, broadcast or otherwise distributed without prior written authority.

    Saturday, December 13, 2008
    Natsumi, my love. Kiss me tender and hold me tight forever!




    this is in response to the earlier video.

    darn it! he's so cute!!!!


    i'm in love.


    seriously in love.





    unfortunately, i'm in love with a red coloured frog alien.

    see this is what happens when u watch too much keroro gunsou.

    Wednesday, December 10, 2008

    Since i got attacked both sides by joyce and fiona, so i might as well do this.

    1. do you have secrets?
    yeah, like the fact tt i secretly love bondage and sex. please, u dun expect me to tell u if i have secrets , do u?

    2. would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
    heh. i mostly go for the guys tt are older or at most a few months younger than i am.

    3. do you enjoy going school?
    i dun mind it. however, school hates me, so it dumps all sorts of weird things at me.

    4. what would you do with a billion dollars?
    Buy a house for me and my mom and build a company for writing. the rest i would just save and maybe buy some random gadgets . Oh yes, a pet too, maybe a cat or a big dog, like a husky or a collie.

    5. which is more blessed, being loved or loving someone?
    more blessed? more like both are hell. the fact is, if both situations are one sided, there goes the blessed part and here comes a big curse. but i guess being loved and somepart feeling ike u might get used to it would be okay.

    6. list out 10 favourite songs

    1. Bad Case of Loving You
    2. Stripper
    3. Sakasama No Chou ( The inverted butterfly)
    4. New Born
    5. NightmaRe
    6. Speak Softly Love
    7. Zydrate Anatomy
    8. Chase The Morning
    9. At The Opera Tonight
    10. Today More Than Yesterday

    Like Fiona, i also have a lot of songs tt i love. but this is what i kinda love for now.

    7. if the person you admired is attached, what will you do?
    get a bit sad, but understand tt it was not to be, and wish them, in all sincerity, all the best.

    8. is there anything that makes you extremely happy?
    A cinnamon raisin pretzel bought by your fave person for u to cheer up. of course, u'll fee great even without the guy buying it for u.

    9. what makes you angry?
    People who just don't get what i'm feeling and i have to explain why i get angry all the time.and people who say relax when u're mad. i mean, seriously, who does tt? it just aggravates the person u say it to and u'll be at the receiving end too.

    10. how would you see yourself in 10 years time?
    a highly successful career woman at her peak but with no idea still why she is still so incomplete. or dead. no wait, too early... most probably the first one.

    11. who is currently the most important person to you?
    My best friend. Or my mom. or myself.

    12. what is the most important thing in life?
    To survive each day and not listen when people tell you it can't happen. You make your own decisions and u stick by them!

    13. would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
    hm....how about rich , married and having an affair? nah...too cliched.....i'll say single and rich.

    14. what is your fav colour?
    Green, the shade slightly darker than olive green.

    15. would you give all in to a relationship?
    evrything but my wits.

    16. if you fell in love with 2 people, who will you pick?
    wow...the one who i know would do anything for me, and i for him. a bit cliched, but yeah.

    17. would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a person has done to you?
    Hahahahahahahhahahahahhahahhahahahahhahahahahahhahaha! You're asking the impossible!

    18. what do you want to tell the person you like?
    Please don't hate me for loving you.

    19. what type of person will you fall in love with?
    A person whom i can gel with , loves me back and not kill me. Tt's gonna be hard.

    20. list 5 people to pass this on to

    haha!

    Wan Yi, yoke hwee, dinesh, viha ( what, didn't think i'll pick u?)and kar yee ( yes , u read my blog, so pls do this for me cause u know i love u!)

    melvin and laurent, you got tagged by joyce and fiona, so there's no need to get tagged by me.

    okay so i got a bit addicted to repo! the genetic opera. fiona more so than i did. so i'm posting one of her fave songs on this blog. in case she reads it. it kinda suits her , cause its about chasing your dreams, and not letting anyone stop you. the song's in my playlist, scroll down to find it and listen, just listen

    Lyrics to Chase The Morning :
    Blind Mag:
    Shilo? Is your name, Shilo?
    Can I talk to you?
    Can you come down, please?
    So we can speak.

    I saw you at the show,
    I thought I'd seen a ghost,
    Your resemblence is striking,

    You have your mothers eyes, her hair
    I was told you died with her.
    All these years have come and gone
    How do I put this?
    I'm your (I'm your)
    Godmom.

    Shilo:
    State your business.

    BM:
    Business?

    Shilo:
    What do you want?

    BM:
    I want (I want) to finally meet you,
    something real to cling to. Leave you,
    With the hope that you will go to,
    All your meant to, All I failed too!

    In you is a world of promise
    We have both been kept in bondage
    But you can learn from all my failures

    Shilo:
    I'm not supposed to talk to strangers

    BM:
    Or let them through the gate?

    Shilo:
    That either.

    Shilo:
    A big risk!

    BM:
    A big fence!

    Shilo:
    A mistake!

    BM:
    A new friend!

    Blind Mag/ Marni?:
    Chase the morning!
    Yield for nothing!
    Chase the morning!
    Yield for nothing!

    Shilo:
    How'd you do that?

    BM: Do what?

    Shilo:
    That! That eye thing.

    Bm:
    These eyes can do more than see.

    Shilo:
    I know, I mean, I've seen you sing.

    BM:
    Where?

    Shilo:
    Through my window. I can see the world from there. Name the stars and constellations. Count the cars and watch the seasons.

    BM:
    I wish we could've watched together.

    Shilo:
    I can't have guests!

    BM:
    Never?

    Shilo:
    Ever! If Dad found out that I'd been let out, or that you'd been let in.

    BM:
    I should go then, before I do promise me you won't.

    Shilo:
    Better that you don't.

    BM:
    Don't forget a sheltered rose needs a little room to bloom outside her bedroom.

    BM/ Marni?:
    Chase the morning!
    Yield for nothing!
    Chase the morning!
    Yield for nothing!

    BM:
    Let your life be your dream,
    Integrity, honesty, its too late for me.
    Don't look back till your free to chase the morning.

    Yield for nothing
    Chase the morning.
    Yield for nothing.
    Yield for nothing!

    and this is the lyrics for a new song which i think would be interesting.... its a convo between the girl and her father , the girl questioning her father's words and her father then asking himself what he did wrong while raising her.he ends off with a vow to seek revenge against the person he thinks is responsible for " stealing" his daughter away, thus " letting the monster rise":

    Lyrics to Let The Monster Rise :
    Didn't I tell you not to go out, didn't I?

    You did, you did

    Didn't I say the world was cruel, didn't I?

    You did, you did

    So tell me how this happened
    Where I went wrong
    Tell me why
    Can we just go home shy
    And forget this dreadful night?

    Didn't you say that you were different, didn't you?

    I am, I am

    Say you aren't that person, say it

    I am, I am

    Then tell me how to act, Dad
    What to say, Dad
    Tell me why
    All you've ever told me
    Every word is a lie

    Didn't I build a house, a home, didn't I?

    You did, you did

    Didn't I raise her all alone, didn't I?

    You did, you did

    And Riley took my Shilo, stole my morning
    He's to blame
    If I can't be the father
    Then let the monster rise


    shit, i'm crying again.this music video which i have been watching is making me cry. damn it. this is the only korean song tt can make me cry while watching it.




    Kim Jong Kook , today more than yesterday.

    Tuesday, December 09, 2008

    Class: 07A1
    HT(s): Ms Wendy Choo

    No Name
    1 ANDREA SARALINA BTE SAADA
    2 ANG WEI JIA ISABELLA
    3 CHAN LI WEN
    4 CHEW WEI WEN MELVIN
    5 CHUA WEIXUAN
    6 HA THUC CHAMPA
    7 HOW XIN HENG BERNADETTE
    8 JONATHAN LIM ZHAN RUI
    9 KULVINDER KAUR D/O KULDIP
    10 LIM MELINDA
    11 MUHAMMAD ZAINUDDIN B ZAHI
    12 NUR ASSYIKIN BTE MOHAMAD
    13 NUR DIYANAH BTE MOHD AZMI
    14 NURANATI BTE RAZALI
    15 PAMELJIT KAUR
    16 RENUKA D/O BALASUBRAMANIU
    17 SHAUN MATTHEW NIYO-RAMDAS
    18 SITI AISHAH BTE KASMAN
    19 SOLANO CHRISTINE TAN
    20 SZE KAR YIN NICOLE
    21 TAN CHEE HAN ALBERT
    22 TAN JACK LONG
    23 TAN KAI YI CHERYL
    24 TAN SIXUAN
    25 TENG YILIN ELAYNE
    26 TEO YING YING ANITA
    27 VALERIE MELISSA ANTHONY
    28 WONG LIANG WEI GERAN
    29 YIP XIN YI


    its official. i'm stuck with a1.

    am i happy about it? not really. i expected this to happen. its not an entirely surprising thingm, but i have to admit, i'm a bit sad.

    if u wanna check the list is on mi link. under lim bock seng in repoisitory.


    on a brighter note, i was talking to laxman just now about this and ....

    Lax-THE-man- And I thought my jokes were bad says:
    hmm today.i chcked the M.I link and wala it was there

    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* welcome to a1. says:
    its voila!

    Lax-THE-man- And I thought my jokes were bad says:
    oh rite.voila it is



    hahahhahahhahahahahh
    i laughed at him for a while for tt. his fault. this is almost as funny as the bonjour incident....which i would not say cause fiona would beat me.


    anyway, happy birthday laxman! happy 19th! i'm so sorry for laughing at you...but this shit was too funny to pass out!

    Lax-THE-man- And I thought my jokes were bad says:
    oh btw
    Lax-THE-man- And I thought my jokes were bad says:
    its my birthday
    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* WALAH! says:
    fuck.
    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* WALAH! says:
    so it is
    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* WALAH! says:
    so anyway....walah! happy 19th!
    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* WALAH! says:
    hahhaahhahahahha
    Lax-THE-man- And I thought my jokes were bad says:
    haha shut up.and thanks
    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* WALAH! says:
    hey, think about it....
    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* WALAH! says:
    like u never knew it was there and then.....walah! its your birthday!
    Lax-THE-man- And I thought my jokes were bad says:
    haha yes.very funny champa.i knew it was birthday.the moment ppl started calling/msging me at 12 yest
    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* WALAH! says:
    wow....
    *)(RhiannonMerlin)(* WALAH! says:
    its like...it was 2359......and then WALAH! it became 0000 and your birthday!

    hahahha i suck.


    remember i told u guys i wrote something for my fren wan yi cause she made me do it? well, she wrote back ....quote from her blog:

    AWWW! Omg I was so touched by what Champa wrote! She even remembered all the details! Those were the happiest days, really.

    So in return, I'm gona write one for her too :) here goes :

    I've known Champa for like what, 12 years? Yeah, thats realllly long ago uh. Though we were in the same class since Primary 1, we only became best friends in Primary 3. Haha I remember you used to be this 'crybaby' since day 1 (I'm sure you're not one anymore) and how I used to tease you in primary school. Don't ask me how we became best friends, cuz honestly, I don't remember how either. It must be fate yeah.

    Hmm I remember the times when we had sleepovers. If I didn't remember wrongly, our first ever sleep over was over at my place, cuz we had to do a group project together ( I remember although the number of members in a group was supposed to be 3-4, I insisted on being in the same group as you, so thats why we were the only group of 2 in class :P). I also remember you brought your 'pet' Furby over. And all the fun we had! We were like 'twins' when we went out LOL. We wore the same dress ( except mine was purple and yours was green), we had the same hair clips, and my mom also bought us the same sandals, cept yours was blue and mine was pink :) I even watched my first movie, Tarzan and Jane with you when we were in Primary 4!

    And that time in Primary 5, when I stayed in your house for a few weeks cuz there was no one at home to take care of me. I remember all the pokemon soft toys you had, and we'd always put them around us before going to sleep. And the cabbage porridge that we ate every morning before going to school. Ooh I love that porridge! I even had them for lunch and dinner today! haha! And yes, I remember how we showered together everyday, squeezing in the super small bathtube of yours. hahah! Oh, and your dog Coffee! I remember how you and I used to play with Coffee! I could see how much you love your dog. You've always been an animal lover eh?

    I also remember the times, when both of us used to talk on the phone ( you were wrong, we didn't only talked for half and hr, we talked for hours!). We would sing Huan Zhu Ge Ge's songs, and Pokemon songs, and joke around and yeah talk nonsense. haha I remember how I used to screammmmmm at you cuz there were times when I was talking to you but you were not paying any attention to me cuz you were watching tv at the same time :( Heh. And also remember the times of both of us, together with our moms? We would go to Temple street so often, where we would shop, and buy our pokemon cards and toys. I still keep them you know! hahaha do you know that you were the one who influenced me? I liked pokemon cuz of you! Lol and the time when both of us took a plane back to Singapore when you were talking to this Angmoh guy beside us! Lol

    Oh oh! And the time when both of us went for the SHIP programme and the Rainbow programme! I remember the times when we visited all the places of interest in Singapore, how we did our mask painting, and our chinese dance with the fans!

    Do you remember all these times? Haha I do, and will always do :) I want to thank you, for being such a great friend all these years, for everything you've done for me, and for bringing so much joy into my life. Without you, my pri-school life would be so different! You completed it, and made it the happiest times of my life! Thanks for coming to send me off at the airport too when I left for Aussie. Its okay if you don't come to pri-school gatherings, but please meet up with me whenever you're free! Also, since you're in Hong Kong now, send my regards to your mother please? I hope you're having fun there :)

    Last but not least, I hope that you know that I'm always here whenever you need someone to talk to or something. You're so emo and weird sometimes. But you know that no matter what, I still love you :)

    Love,
    Wanyi/ Won ton mee (nick given by you)/your pri-school bestie/your friend forever :D




    she wrote longer than i did! gosh, i am shocked about how far!


    thank u loads much for what u wrote for me. and seriously, i would now like to apologize for all thse times i made u worry....gosh, i'm a head basket case, am i? i made so many people worry.... wan yi, ying jie....argh, i'll try not to make my blog posts so dreary , sad ,emo and weird. hope tt makes u smile when u read it.

    Monday, December 08, 2008

    hello, meet me. mophead.

    i got my hair cut. everyone scream .

    yippee yay kay.

    i bought new earphones today. whee!

    and by the way. where is everybody?

    i'm so bored and lonely here.

    Sunday, December 07, 2008

    Dear LC.

    i guess you won't be using this nickname anymore. Not tt i would know. i kicked myself out of your life two years ago, near 3 years ago.

    remind me, why did i do so?

    trust me and my ability to be so low in self esteem at tt time in my life tt i decided to disappear from your life. and for tt matter, so many others.

    i guess i kicked tt habit just this year. you might have liked where i am now. but then again, u love where u are at now. so maybe not.

    what i am trying to say is....i'm sorry for having disappeared from your life.

    but now , as i look back, i realised... i dun regret it. u look so much happier now.i won't destroy tt for myself.

    take care of yourself, and robbie williams still rocks. perhaps we might see each other in england one day, where we promised we might go.

    i am,
    in most ways,
    your lawyer.


    Dear M.

    there is nth i would say here tt i would have told you years ago.

    NTH.

    i guess in a very very miniscule way. u betrayed me. and for tt i can not really forgive u.

    sorry for all the good times when we were kids.

    C.


    Dear frens,

    i apologize for the slew of passive agressiveness. its just tt these past few days, i have been having these weird dreams. and they don't sit well with me at all. so i guess this is a sort of way to clear my debts of being such a petty human being.

    now let's get back to our regularly scheduled programme before i have to puke.



    there's no point in telling you ppl tt i am bored like hell.

    9 more days ppl. i'm going to be here 9 more days, and i'll be back , with my fave computer, and my itunes.its kinda hard not to headbang to songs when u dun have the good songs here. as a substitute , i;ve been using the songs on this blog and air guitaring and drumming. its not as good as how the real musicians do it, melvin and laurent would have been appalled, but it doesn't matter, they're not here to tell me what to do. sometimes they're really like my parents....well, if melvin donned a wig and raised his voice a little higher and laurent gains a few more pounds, wears glasses and reads the newspaper all the time...( business times, anyone?) they would be perfect. except sometimes laurent ats more like a mother....let's not go there, i accidently imagined laurent in a worn but clean gingham gown, with white hair, mini glasses, an apron with frills and knitting needles. dun ask why my imagination is in overdrive.

    anyway, an interesting story. i was watching 60 mins the other day, and an 18 year old medic has been awarded the silver star, only the second woman to be awarded it since world war two . some guys were mad about it, and for me, it doesn't make sense.

    don't get me wrong, i'm all for women's rights. its just tt this thing is a bit weird. i'l explain later , when i get more info.

    here's a funny story. a lot of ppl are not sleeping well in hk.

    why? light pollution.

    yes , it happens. when too much light comes in, ppl cannot sleep. which is bit scary. hong kong is almost lit up everyday and night. tt is scary.

    ________________________________________________________________________________

    sorry, i got interrupted cause mom dragged me out to steamboat dinner with her frens. honestly , what is she looking for? tt the middled age ladies would suddenly become best frens with me and make me a member of their club ( limited edition jade bangles for the first 50 who join!)?

    ah well, for entertainment sake , let's drag it out, bit by bit.

    CHAMPA'S TIMELINE DURING A STEAMBOAT DINNER.

    9.00 - get dragged out by mother. while i protest and tell her tt x men: the last stand would be playing in and hour, plus the fact tt i was missing criminal minds
    right then , my mom closes the door and tell me to at least greet her frens with a hello! and an auntie! at the back of tt. apparently, my hi and nod of the head was not working very well with her. my only thought was whether my mom actually wanted a cheerleader with the bouncity bounce and happiness of a chihuahua for a daughter. or maybe an extremely happy golden retriever.

    9.05- reach the place, and mom starts to wonder if we can have the discount since it was after 9 but didn't wanna embarrass herself. her concern- her face. my concern- my face getting cold .

    9.07 - we locate mom's frens. they start arguing with table was big enough for the four of us to sit down. i start missing my frens and wondering what on earth would they be doing besides sleeping.

    9.15-food comes, some of them my fav. those really long mushrooms, some of tt cabbage,meatballs and cocktail sausages . i smirk.

    9: 16 - my mom makes me get drinks for everyone, to be polite. i get one can of orange drink, a 7 up and a coke for myself. mom wil definitely disapprove and if fiona, melvin, laurent joyce and the whole of singapore found out they would have my head.but i figure if i had to get through the night, i need or the energy or sweetness content i can get.

    9.20 - food is cooked. i smile when ppl ask me about what food would i like to eat, and my mom tells them i dunno much cantonese. they smile and i wonder just how much my mom actually knows about the standard of my languages.anyway, since mom said i could eat whatever i want, i steal all the sausages i can get, imagining the reactions of my frens if they were at the table. fiona and joyce maybe exclaiming in shock tt i eat a lot of processed food, laurent deadpanning a joke, and melvin stealing my food. i chuckle, unfortunately in front of the ladies, luckily they dun notice, thanks to the tv in front of them.

    9.30- i start missing them more , so i just ate and chewed on my food whilr remembering the last time the 5 of us went out for food. fiona was screaming something about switching seats with me cause i was fighting over food with melvin again, me declaring war on australia, joyce happily ignoring us, and laurent making us laugh over toilet jokes.

    9.30 - 1000- eat too much. can't eat anymore.

    i conclude the end of the steamboat dinner.
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    Please comment (by tagging on my tag board on the right :P), even if you wish to remain anonymous. :)


    well this is what my fren wan yi said on her blog, and she's making me do this. so let's see.



    i first met wan yi in primary one in sis.what class was tt.....P1R! argh! we've been in the same class for what? 6 years?wow! we had so many memories since then! remember how we always played freeze catch during lunch? wow! the memories in the plaza! how we trip and fall, pretend to be dogs with name tags onour arms, and how we'll taunt each other while running. remember how we'd talk for half and hour about nonsense on the phone? and how u and i stayed over at each other's houses? hahaha! we watched tarzan too! and took tt plane ride while wearing pink and purple three quarter pants. in a way, i have to thank u. despite the way i became all so cranky over the years after graduation, i can't believe u stil wouldn't give up on me. which explains why i decided to come and see u off when u decided to go off to australia. i miss u kid, and of all the ppl, you're one of the few i would do anything for. which is why i guess i'm doing this. pls, mention this to anyone else, and i will kill you, wan ton mee! hah! i never forgot tt! smiles kid! i promise, for u , i'l try to do something about my absentism from the gatherings....do u really miss me tt much?

    -champa / one of your best frens in primary school and of course, someone u can count on.

    i'll do this to u guys in year three or something . dun u dare forget it. and for tt, wan ton mee....I'M MAKING U DO THE SAME FOR YOUR BLOG! SO THERE! BWAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAH!!!!!!!!NYAHNYAHNYAHNYAHNYAH! AND TAG MY BLOG WHEN YOU'RE DONE!

    Saturday, December 06, 2008

    ISN'T ANYONE UPDATING THEIR BLOGS?


    JUNKIES
    I can't feel nothin' at all!

    GRAVEROBBER
    Drug market, sub market,
    Sometimes I wonder why I ever got in
    Blood market, love market,
    Sometiems I wonder why they need me at all!
    Zydrate comes in a little glass vial.

    SHILO
    A little glass vial?

    GRAVEROBBER
    And the little glass vial goes into the gun like battery.
    And the zydrate gun goes somewhere against your anatomy
    And when the gun goes off, it sparks and you're ready for surgery.

    AMBER SWEET
    Graverobber... Graverobber...
    Sometimes I wonder why I even bother.
    Graverobber... Graverobber...
    Sometimes I wonder why I need you at all!

    GRAVEROBBER
    And Amber Sweet is addicted to the knife

    SHILO
    Addicted to the knife?

    JUNKIES
    Addicted to the knife!

    GRAVEROBBER
    And addicted to the knife, she needs a little help with the agony.
    And a little help comes in a little glass vial in a gun pressed against her anatomy
    And when the gun goes off, Miss Sweet is ready for surgery

    AMBER SWEET
    Graverobber... Graverobber...
    Sometimes I wonder why I need you at all...

    JUNKIES (SHILO)
    It's clean, it's clear, it's pure (It's what?), it's rare...

    GRAVEROBBER (SHILO)
    It takes you there (It what?)

    GRAVEROBBER (AMBER)
    It takes you there! (It takes me there!)

    GENTERNS
    A little jump

    GRAVEROBBER
    Before the cut

    JUNKIES
    Why agonize? Anesthetize

    AMBER
    I can't feel nothin' at all..

    GRAVEROBBER (AMBER)
    'Cos surgery is what you need (what I need), to change inside

    GRAVEROBBER, JUNKIES, AMBER
    To feel alive.

    [Graverobber whistles.

    SHILO
    Hey, that's a Blind Mag song!

    Amber snaps to attention

    AMBER
    Who did that?

    Graverobber points at Shilo and backs away

    AMBER
    So you think you got heart?
    So you think you got balls?
    So you think Mag can sing?

    SHILO
    I don't think nothin' at all...

    AMBER
    So you think MAG has pipes?
    Well it's my turn to shine
    When the Repo man strieks!

    SHILO
    What are you talkin' about?

    Amber shoves a news article into Shilo's hands]

    GRAVEROBBER
    Mag's contract's got some mighty fine print

    SHILO
    Some mighty fine print?

    JUNKIES
    Some mighty fine print...

    GRAVEROBBER
    And that mighty fine print puts Mag in a mighty fine predicament
    If Mag up and splits, her eyes are forfeit, and if GeneCo and Rotti so will it,
    Then a repo man will come and she'll pay for that surgery. Surgery...
    Surgery... Surgery... (cont., with Junkies)

    JUNKIES
    I can't feel nothin' at all!

    Friday, December 05, 2008

    Fiona, u would like this.



    meet: the catchyness of a trance goth vibe, mixed with the dark grittiness of the alley ways, the cut-nail snarl of a cat ,the gore of SaW and the somewhat addictive grunge songs...

    and u get....

    REPO! : the Genetic Opera

    Remind me...its not for the faint hearted or the really do-gooders. Laurent, u might wish not to watch it, but if i ever get the DVD movie for this, i'm holding a movie party to watch this, at night and when we have extreme popcorn.

    it's a very interesting concept. pam should have considered this when she was doing her pw ...this would be quite helpful.



    for now, this is the most addictive one of them. but be warned, fellow readers, it is not for the faint hearted.the gore part of this is almost like SaW, and there are a few sexual parts, but this show, or rather, Rock Opera, is one to watch.

    You might recognize, or maybe not, one of the actors, Paris Hilton. Normally i wouldn't choose her for this type of show.but she actually does this very well.
    watch the video above, she's amber sweet.dun get put off yet.she's really good.

    if u like gore and musicals, as well as admire the concept of surgery , u gotta read up on the plot on wikipedia and watch the videos on youtube.the dvd's only out in jan 29th next year. if u got a chance to watch this, do not pass this opp up!


    weird , funny stories:

    one day , i was dreaming.

    and i woke myself up saying," I AM LOST, YET I'M HERE!"

    mom: what?

    me: ignore me.

    2nd funny story:

    i dreamt i was looking for campbell soup in giants

    i woke up with this weird tune and the line," new york is here!"

    i sang it for a bit ....then gave up, cause it was too weird.

    3rd funny story:

    my mom walks by when i was reading joyce's blog.

    she: is tt girl u?

    me: say what?

    she: tt girl is u!

    me: tt's my fren joyce.

    she: look ike u from the back leh!

    me: tt's not me mother.

    she: are u sure? she's wearing the same uniform also leh!

    me: argh.

    end of weird stories for now. i'm going to cut my hair now.

    maybe i would look like joyce even more when i do so.

    bwahahhahahahhah.

    Thursday, December 04, 2008

    Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend?
    - Boyfriend. i guess. i'm not sure. but for now, preferably a guy.

    How many texts are in your inbox?
    -Gee, i dunno. 100+? i dunno!


    When did your last hug take place?
    - i have no idea. i dun hug much. which is weird cause if tt's the case i should remember who i hugged. but yeah.

    Who was the last person you talked to?
    - On the phone? or in real life?

    Is the last person you held hands with attractive?
    - i dunno either.

    Name one person on your top friends who is the most like you?
    - hm...i have tons of people who are like me. Ying jie? melvin? fiona? laurent? joyce? parrims? they're all like me. pick one.

    Do you get butterflies around the person you like?
    - nah.they're easily exterminated by reality.

    Will you get married?
    - one of life's mysteries.

    Have you ever been too drunk to remember a certain night?
    - I have no idea.

    When was the last time you smiled?
    - just now, when watching this stupid clip on youtube.

    Does anyone like you?
    - Cats do. most dogs do. a hamster peed on me once. but not sure about humans.

    Who was the first person you talked to today?
    -My handphone counts right? i wanted to thank it for being there next to me when i needed it to be.

    Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
    - i guess tt would be my brother . or someone in the clique. or laxman. or someone who i tak to on msn.

    What are you NOT looking forward to?
    - A levels. September. the year the world ends...wait, too easy...nobody enjoys tt.

    Do you plan on moving out within the next year?
    -too young...maybe when i get enough money.

    Are you a forgiving person?
    - Too easily one. But i also can carry grudges. and i never forget.

    What's something you really want right now?
    - earphones. my frens to be here. a sealion named tim, or a cat.pick one.

    Have you ever kissed anyone named Michelle?
    - Nope. never really personally knew one.

    Who was the last person you drove with?
    - the taxidriver?

    How late did you stay up last night and why?
    - Around late 0100 -0200. was wacthing david letterman and reading .

    When was the last time you cried really, really hard?
    - Erm...somewhere in october. when we got our results.quite embarrassing , really.

    Can you live a day without TV?
    - Funnily enough, yeah.

    What is your ring tone?
    -Mr Raindrop from amplified.

    When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
    - Yesterday. when i was told the news tt my ipod could be spoiled and i was considering the possibility of a funeral.

    Has anyone ever told you they were in love with you?
    - nope.

    Do you still talk to the person you were dating 8 months ago?
    - i was dating someone?!

    Are you pregnant?
    - Nope (duh)

    What did you do this past Saturday?
    - slacked around loads. watched tv, read .

    When is the next time you'll hug someone?
    - maybe in times of dire stress.

    Are you wearing anything on your feet right now?
    -yeap. slippers

    What are you doing this coming weekend?
    - More slacking?

    What do you want?
    - 120 gb ipod classic . with cool earphones!

    What are you eating?
    -Erm...nothing.

    Who do you miss?
    - the guy tt makes these really great strawberry drinks.

    What are you going to do after this?
    - watch david letterman.hee.

    What is your mood?
    - nonchalant , with a tablespoon of sugar and a pinch of salt.

    Are you happy with life right now?
    - kinda , yeah

    Who was the last person you texted?
    - gor.

    Last person of the opposite sex to give you a hug?
    - Dun remember.

    Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
    - Yes. all hail hitsuzen

    First person under 'J' on your cell phone?
    - Jackie burkqhart.

    tagging:

    melvin, joyce, fiona , laurent, dinesh and whoever reads this. Smiles. you're gotta be lucky to do this.




    i swear, this is a very funny joke. bruce willis is darn funny...i nearly choked on my cup of water( tt is i neary choked. cause i had no water to begin with. but rest assured, if i had a cup, i would have choked on it.)when i was watching this yesterday. i was laughing so hard, i woke my mom up.


    anyway, i got hooked onto a kindred spirit. its a very funny story really, the show's been playing re-runs and i woke up feeling bored( how do people do tt anyway? weird, tons weird), so yeah.

    anyway.

    GOSSIP GIRL'S GETTING DELISH.

    ARGH!!!!!

    GET ME MY COMPUTER!!!

    GET ME MY COMPUTER!!!!

    no.....argh....

    i hate myself.

    Tuesday, December 02, 2008

    Britney Spears Circus Lyrics


    There’s only two types of people in the world
    The ones that entertain, and the ones that observe
    Well baby I’m a put-on-a-show kinda girl
    Don’t like the backseat, gotta be first
    I’m like the ringleader
    I call the shots
    I’m like a firecracker
    I make it hot
    When I put on a show....


    I feel the adrenaline moving through my veins
    Spotlight on me and I’m ready to break
    I’m like a performer, the dancefloor is my stage
    Better be ready, hope that ya feel the same

    All eyes on me in the center of the ring
    Just like a circus
    When I crack that whip, everybody gon' trip
    Just like a circus
    Don’t stand there watching me, follow me
    Show me what you can do
    Everybody let go, we can make a dancefloor
    Just like a circus

    There’s only two types of guys out there,
    Ones that can hang with me, and ones that are scared
    So baby I hope that you came prepared
    I run a tight shift so, beware
    I’m like the ringleader
    I call the shots
    I’m like a firecracker
    I make it hot
    then I put on a show

    I feel the adrenaline moving through my veins
    Spotlight on me and I’m ready to break
    I’m like a performer, the dancefloor is my stage
    Better be ready, hope that ya feel the same

    All eyes on me in the center of the ring
    Just like a circus
    When I crack that whip, everybody gon' trip
    Just like a circus
    Don’t stand there watching me, follow me
    Show me what you can do
    Everybody let go, we can make a dancefloor
    Just like a circus

    Let's go.
    Let me see what you can do.
    I'm runnin' this (like like like like a circus)
    Yeah.
    Like a what? (like like like like a circus)

    All eyes on me in the center of the ring
    Just like a circus
    When I crack that whip, everybody gon' trip
    Just like a circus
    Don’t stand there watching me, follow me
    Show me what you can do
    Everybody let go, we can make a dancefloor
    Just like a circus

    All eyes on me in the center of the ring
    Just like a circus
    When I crack that whip, everybody gon' trip
    Just like a circus
    Don’t stand there watching me, follow me
    Show me what you can do
    Everybody let go, we can make a dancefloor
    Just like a circus






    i'm going to die early, am i?

    we're in bad financial times people. and the fact is, no matter how u try, u're going to sink no matter what.

    in a bad mood partly cause it's hit my family. ah well.

    not going to details...

    but it just sucks


    i hope next year would be fine.

    anyway, here's a bit of fun....i love this show loads, so here i am advertising it....


    Top ten facts about Sarah Palin.



    top ten questions you'ld ask john mccain.



    Top ten signs tt McCain is getting cocky.



    top ten things abraham lincoln would say.



    reasons why homer simpson would be a great president


    i'm bored.and lonely....

    there's no one to talk too.

    i can'twait to get back to singapore.....

    MELVIN! u gotta look after the computer! i forgot to mention it eats pasta and cheese for breakie and milk tea .!

    Monday, December 01, 2008



    Honestly, i'm touched, i really am. U missed melvin in the photo though, u guys. but really.....thank u.

    I'm still pissed.

    But i'll get over it.

    So let me be pissed.

    and touched at the same time.