oh boy

in the past few days , i know i haven't been truly blogging about my feelings, wait, i haven't been blogging much, have i? its weird, now i just seem so unmotivated to blog. perhaps its the stress getting to me, i dunno.

anyhoo, this post is just a reminder to people tt yes, i am still alive, so please post on my tagboard so tt i know u people are there! i know, absolute narcissism here, but who cares, its my blog! i am a narcissitic one!!hurray for me! hurray for me!

oh yeah, and its somewhat dedicated to Miss Chan Wan Yi, who has been complaining tt my blog posts are very depressing and very untrue. in fact, the whole convo about her scolding me is funny:

She: ( in all maroon glory) CHAMPAaaaa
me: ( the clueless) huh?
She: i don't like your most recent blog entry:(
me: eh?
she:your blog entry. the recent one. and i disagree with no 4.Cuz you DO have frens....like meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!

i ask again. why , do i have weird frens

so anyway, now to placate her, i'm doing a blog just relating to normal stuff today. ( if i went and said happy stuff, she'll know its not true and tt i was being sacarstic.)

so i watched sleepless town today and my bloody valentine in 3d yesterday.mistake number one was watching my bloody valentine , it was very gory and had loads of boday parts sticking out in ways which i do not fancy, so i did not enjoy it as much as i should have.the second mistake was watching it in 3d. why was i so foolish, i do not know. but send me a note if you do . haha.

wow. being normal is kinda hard.

ah well. new experience to everything.

i'm planning to if possible try out interesting new things.i'm gonna try to buy a chinese book tomorrow ( i know at this point those who know me are sniggering behind my back, but the fact is, i can only read chinese if i can view it in a comic book format or if its about anime characters.i know, i rock in a very weird but very creative way.

i've been very sleepy the past few days, sleeping at maybe 11 and then waking at close to 11 on weekends. suffice to say, i think this is the time tt i can be in an advert for insomnia...like buy this product and u can sleep for 10-12 hours, like me!
hm...when i put it tt way, sounds too peppy.

anyway, my thoughts...somehow its hard to put a lid on my thoughts. they just sorta bubble over and drag everyone else in my trail.like today i thought it would be fun to be a villainess, especially one who wears fishnets stockings and boots and struts about goth style. if i had the figure for it, i would. but since not, i'll just look rather plain ....why do i not look good goth? i could be so good doing goth.

then, i later realise i would be too happy being goth. its like, sometimes i'm too happy being one thing , and too sad being another.

so what am i?
























when i find out, i will update here, so watch this space!