i know, its rare to see me blog again after a day of blogging about hotel 626, but i was reading someone else's blog, and listening to nice blogging music ( So Like A Rose by Garbage.Yes, i listen to garbage. Insert pun jokes here.)

Garbage is surprisingly good for a band with tt title. i assumed that i had to find some time to write and plan complain letters ranting about changing their names.

So anyway, i forgot to mention this, but earlier two weeks ago, i've gained a new WeirdHater.What is that , you poor confused reader? Well, WeirdHaters are basically, as the name implies, ppl who hate the weird side of life and people who do so. according to a lot of ppl, i have a good chalking up of WeirdHaters. or WHs.I had a whole collection of those in secondary school, and now that i've arrived in MI ( like yeah, i know it was 2 years ago, cut me some slack here), i've finally gained a definitive name on one of them. for the sake of the protection of ppl, i've decided to use pseudonyms for the next few ppl i mention.

so it was two weeks ago, when foodielover, blurqueen and i were sitting at koufu eating a sensational dinner. so here we are , chewing on our curry chicken and what not ( i think some ppl some how guess who u are) when i suddenly get news tt this GirlRocker doesn't like me very much. Me, being the weird person that i am ( i live up to my name of weird. sue me) , was both hurt and not surprised by the news. how does this even happen? well, its me. i know i wasn't surprised tt badly cause i had , for the past few instances, beeen getting a lot of weird looks as well as a whole load of ignoring from GirlRocker. But i'm an open person, so i assumed tt she was a nice person underneath , which accounts for the hurt i felt.

after a few instances of being mortified, i spent the rest of the dinner being paranoid of the entire situation. foodielover had tried a few times to snap me out of it, but it didn't work, cause i messaged IceWhiteQueen who had to reassure me that GirlRocker did not hate me personally, just my behaviour.( apologies to icewhitequeen, i'll buy u an icecream to pay back for this name/insult)

dear reader, would it not surprise u that i am extremely mortified over the entire situation?i know i totally embody the whole " i dun give a fuck's care about it, so sue me" persona, but tt's not me!i'm more of the " i hope everyone likes me , so dun kill me" kinda persona. i hate weirdhaters, as many of you would know, cause they just have this very shallow view of the world, and view ppl in such a way it makes me extremely horrfied that i had once wanted to be liked by these ppl.

ARGH factor.so i guess this has become a selfhating post again, huh?well it isn't.

This is just a post to all those out there. You can't be liked by everyone.
keep the ones that love you close to you all the time cause u know they can catch you easily when u fall, but keep those whom hate you closer, u can plan for any attacks easily. bwahahhaah to me.

and by the way, thanks to the weirdhaters whom became my surprise supporters. i seriously thank you from the bottom of my heart tt you dun feel tt way anymore.

i suppose i have a lot to thank for.and so, i say, thank you for those whom support me , although i am insane and have a lot of faults, and am critically a person with really bad habits. i'll do my best to make sure i live up everyday, be of goodwill to my enemies, and be nice to ppl i dun mix with very well.be nice champa. these ppl are the ones tt made you. we're the ones that made you. eminem is great for times like this.

by the way, new love. i'm in love with ken hirai! dun ask why.he's an amazing singer.