Paranoia; An RH. M Production
about me

I am : Inane, Insane, Indelicate, In Depression, In Melancholy, In Happiness.....IT'S ALL ABOUT THE I.

Champa Ha, otherwise known as Rhiannon Merlin.
Avid Fan of Hetalia , Yaoi, reading, Prussia and Canada,Music, Monty Python, cool lines and everything that's cold.
Strong believer of Magic and witchcraft, and knows that she can be irritating and insane.
Now, before you get cursed by the Knights who say "Ni", yell that you're pining for the Fjords 100x
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Wishlist

Wishlist eh? I have to do this? Okay... Wants a cool jacket that fits me .
To be favourited as an author on my Fanfic.
New Ipod.
Perfect Fifths by Megan McCafferty
To actually be somewhat sane by the time i reach 50
For the UN to actually do something .
To meet Gilbert and Matthew.


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    • Thank you

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    Friday, July 28, 2006

    despite my earlier misgivings which i had before i wrote this post,i realized that there is hope for me after all.i was feeling depressed after yesterday.(horrible,i hate it when ppl hate me.)then i received a testi monial which made me feel better.thanks logen.

    what were my misgivings?
    all along i had managed to , not too sucessfully,if you know me,try and delude myself into thinking there was no hope of me being a fren.to y.j.,to parrims,to mei mei,xinhui......anyone.
    i was sucessful in thinking i was as useful to a person as an air con attached to a motorcycle.silly i know.

    but as i read the testimonial,i suddenly realized that maybe there was hope for me after all.

    now i have serious misgivings.how good of a fren am i?i insult ppl without reason.i'm feeling really guilty now as i was convinced that logen(really no offense kay man?)was kinda ...i won;t say it ,i hate myself for thinking of that of a fren.

    i feel guilt now .

    return to me salvation ,oh great athena.

    Wednesday, July 26, 2006

    happy bdae to me ....happy b dae to me........
    lonely ,i am so lonely........
    sigh.....




    it's supposed to be a sweet sixteen....
    yet it's kinda bitter.
    i loved the governace tour i had on my b dae.....but i hate myself for not being well liked.i love me i hate me....is this what i am supposed to be as a sixteen year old?
    i dunno....i hate myself...

    Saturday, July 15, 2006
    embarrasmet

    being a food fan...especially japanese food....i heartily took up my aunt's invitation for japanese buffet .both our families went and my cuz viv brought her boyfren rayner .rayner's not too bad a bloke,a good sense of humour and seems to let viv do anything she wants,which is her dream guy.

    so when we reached there i had to plunge myself into embarassment again and again.just for your entertainment and warning,i decided to make a list on:

    Top ten things not to do in a restuarant.


    1.never let anyone behind me wait for a long time.
    2.never be so unattentive that the guy at the counter has to ask you at least three times to collect your salmon and tuna,
    3.never attack tyour food with gustso.no matter how hungry you are,this is embarrasing.
    4.never bolt in the middle of eating cause you heard a song which was your ex crush fav and you do not want to be reminded of him.
    5.never be embarrased by your elders rearks on suspicion of bulimia.
    6.nver stare at the desart jelly just your mom said she wnted some and you could not bear to cut the beauty.
    7.because of no.6 you steal thje jelly rose instead and run off.
    8.never r again be so unattentive that when your mom says jelly she meant the jelly food and not the desrt .if u get laughed at,it's your fault.
    9.
    never slip on a patch of water that is near your cuz bf.you will shock him and also embarass yourself further.
    10.no whistling 'all i care abt is love"no matter how much u love the song.

    Saturday, July 01, 2006

    Great news everyone.....i got my iPod!it's a b-dae pressie from my mom!unfortunately it's pink but i can live with that..it's an iPod mini with 4 gb.and can hold 1000 songs in it as well.i already put in 157 songs inside it and i feel kinda good listning to my iPod.perhaps it's the fact that music makes my world go round....besides books ,of course.i mean think abt it....music is basically sound that's pleasing to the ear.if we didn't have sound or music that's beautiful.....how can we live?it''s like seeing a world without colour..u can't appreciate art like van gogh , da vinci,or even o'keefe if it wasn't for colour....the world has no meaning then.well anyway...if anyone can recommend good songs or artists for my iPod...leave me a message at my tag board.